Pinkeye (conjunctivitis)

this morning me wakey found out that i had Pinkeye (conjunctivitis) =(

i was so scared.. so worried.. so glad im off today. i cant imagine having to apply for leave so last min if i were to work today! gosh..

anyway, yeah.. one of my eye is all so red and swollen. then me checked up the website.. found out tht i had the pink eye.. sigh.. so scary.. cos im scared like my frens.. previously i heard of it.. like. .teh eyes wil lturn so swollen.. then cannot open up.. then put med very pain =/

so yeah.. i try to find out from the web how i can help myself.. without having to go see a doctor.. then yeah.. i gotta 'help' myself.. so.. the only tiing i can do.. is to use a small towel, at first i add warm water. .then compress it onto my eye.. then i changed to cold water.. yeah.. i keep going back and forth. to the kitchen and to my room. .keep applying it.. till finally.. about an hour later, my eye not red anymore .PHEW>......... then i went to slp.. while.. u know how those tv drama also show.. theres a tub.. then ppl get fever, and will keep changing the cloth.. dipping in water.. then put on forehead.. me the same. cept that im placing on my eye. so poor thing ne.. huu.. wish sammy is here.. =/ keep thinking of him.. but my lappy no sound coming in.. ..so yup.. finally me slp.. but still got the towel on my eye.. then didnt slp well.. cos gotta keep making sure its on my eye.. =/ then me wakey.. called mum.. ask her to buy eyemo.. its a eye drop.. then yeah.. tehn.. wondering.. why sam never online yet... thought.. first thing he;s gonna ask is about my well being.. he's always anxious mah. .so yeah.. but..

hmm.... the results.. ha.. totally different. he.. also online very late.. though i off today.. yet he know im waiting for him to online..
then.. he broke his promise.. he got angry u know.. i thought he'd forgotten about that.. but he didnt.. which is good.. but.. bad cos he'll be sad.. then yeah.. thoguht he changed. and didnt care for me alreayd like how he used to.. but yeah after talking.. i do understand.. perhaps.. u know.. he';s just tired.. and no desire to talk.. and.. o well... don wanna thinnk about this alreyad.. yeah. .let it pass by.. .. im sure tmr will get better ne..
actually now already good.. i think.. he should be fine now.. ...

erm.. so.. yeha.. it was really scary.. gosh.. inflammation of the membranes... and swollen membranes at that =( sigh.. disgusting.. frightening.. can u imagine how i felt? huuu =(
what a mornig.. then up till now, my eye stil abit uncomfy ba.. still can see abit swollen.. but.. yeah.. at least not itchy anymore.. nor its red.. i relaly hope by tmr wil be fine. good thing thurs off. so yeah.. can rest one more day.. hope more time for my eye to heal....

my parents say i lost weight already.. dunno ne.. if thast true.. =/ but.. o well..... tch.. should be fine for now ba..

oh.. me was going through checking phones... gosh... i have no idea when to get a phone.. plus.. what type of phone should i get.. i thoguht i knew.. then i saw another.. thenn now im confused.. =/ gosh.... but im sure the new one will be more expensive.. haiyo... .anyway very confusing ba.. cos.. i really don like the idea of using the same thing everybody is using. that sux. i know.. its just me.. i just dont like the idea of having something everyone wants, or alreayd have. its so.. argh.....

anywya.. shall see how then... o well...... better be worth my money.

redz worked in same shopping mall as me. so that day during break while waiting for bro, me go his shop.. then eveyrone like know me sia. O.O...'' dots... liek they are whispering oh your lil sis.. blah3.. i was like.. what the..... then one staff commented on my hair longer now huh.. i was like.. erm.. have i even met u?? lol.. then another was saying.. oh, u finally drop by here! so nice.. tehn i was like.. o..k... -_-''........ when did i even met u guys... dots... maybe through redz ba.. but.. it felt so weird. lol. .like as though they know me, seen me. while i never!

hm.. =/ feeling weak now.. perhaps.. not enough sleep or what.... ... geez.. thoguht i could have a nice long sleep.. who know.s. get to wkaey at 7.30am just to suffer all the wya.. =/ huu.

anyway.. still can feel my eye a lil uncomfy.. =/ just hope tmr wakey will be fine.. not red.. =/
if last min mc, wont be a good ting. haiz. so yeah.. praying for the best..

hmm....... so yeah.. thats my day.. oh.. helped my bro get through his game just now too... yeah.. at least someone in the house at night is good.... tv on.. theres sound.. someone to talk to..

just now redz was asking me to tilt the fan down.. till u can hear the fan go click sound. but wow.. i tried.. cannot!! after that incident, i got the phobia alreayd.. fan is still running.. and no way i could tilt it down.. =/ o well... weird phobia eh... .. ha. i used to be able to click here and there.
nvm ba.. just trouble abit, and off the fan first..

oh, another new place to explore in singapore! marina bay finaly opens today. =) shall explore it soon i hope.

k. .get well soon to me...

mata ne.