A Very Bad Day =(..........

..=( so sad.. such a bad day....... T_T heartpain evenmore when the person i need most isnt here with me... ='(
i really dread to say what happen today.. cos only to make me more angry, and sad... so.. i dont wanna tlak about it.. sorry.. =(
but.. yeah.. right from the beginning.. its a very sad sad angry day =( very very unhappy...

im like cursing alot today.. dont mind me please.. when im angry i cant control it..so.. sorry.. yeha.. let this blog be tainted abit.. =(

its like.. ha.. everything went fu*king wrong.. everything is all fuc*ed up=(
fuc*... ... i dont know what to say.. i know everyone can tell why im looking so fu*king angry. but only one colleague of mine ask me, and try to cheer me up wiht a note. .very swt... still... =( huu............
im just so *ucking sad when my love one isnt here with me.... i try not to think there... cos theres still years to go.. yearssssssssss..... very pain.. but.. i gotta .. gotta continue on.. tmr working still. .4 days to go...
huuuuuuuuu ='( i hate hate hate today.......................................
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..u know.. my phone spoiled again... =/ sigh.. again.. ...i dunno what to do now.. to buy a new phone, or hang on till end of aug,then get. cos saving up for my trip.. sigh.. i really don know anymore..........................
what is worth it.. what is not?

=/ feel so helpless and lonely

..oh..surprisingly.. today purposely slacked at work.. yet.. time is super fast passed.. ... sigh.. bad staff i am today =(

sam said.. i dont talk about my probs.. ...i was wondering.. how to start it.. how to talk.. when its a very bad day.. and.. he's not here... i dunno.. like.. gosh.. its difficult to explain even here.... =(
..i... ..sigh.......... in anycase, be it the happy, or sad.. or angry.. the first i always wanna let know of is him.. but.. ..tonight is his happy night.. last night was his happy night too.. ..just let it be.. ... dont ruin it for him.. somemore he isnt here..

i'll talk more of what happened yesterday k.. tat is, if i can remember it still..

mata..