Trip Or No Trip =/

ok.. so... hm.. u ppl know that i've been trying to save money right... hm.. then.. o wel..

oh, remember last night i mentioned about the plan thingy with sam?.. well.. apparently i was right ba.. ha.. well. .thought of.. why not if i save the money and let him come here instead... wouldnt that be cheaper? and.. well.. yeah.. maybe wont need to save that much.. but.. hm.. well. .lets just say there's issues around. .so.. like i said. i tried already. ha. better than no try ne.
then.. o well.. i have this feeling i wont be able to save enough.. =/ don think can make it there le... sigh............... i know.. very sad... but... =( what to do.... so.. road 1 gone. road 2 most likely may gone too. left with the last option. either he find job and save enuff, come back see me in feb or summer holiday.. or i'll be seeing him maybe a year and 3 months later. or more. if its 2 years, ha.. i might gone bonker already. o well.. shall see ..

today found out my colleague husband is half chinese and malay mixed. she's a malay. such coincidence.. anyway, she's been in a ldr for 4 years before she got married. they been together for 10 yrs already...
..wow.. i cant believe i know someone who's been through ldr. O.o my boss.. should also been through it ba. then now my manager gonna go through it.. then my fren.. already been through it as well...
weird... like so many of them suddenly XD ha..


hm.. today.. very busy.. think i'd made a mistake or 2... .. but nvm ba..
gosh.. im so tired... sleepy too... finally.. 6 working days are over.. thank god tmr no need...
hope i wont ever encounter a 7 days.. oops. .touch wood!!!

hm.. cant wait to have my dinner cum supper later.. ohh.. bought cute animal shapes pasta too. so cute.. haha. cant wait to cook them up. and chips. .and sauce spicy one.. gosh. .cant wait.. to cook. hm... yup.. i hope the salsa sauce will be very hot and nice. jalepeno desu =)

... sianz.. almost everyday been wearing black cos of work.. then now.. like. .=/ without sammy around.. dress nice also like.. haiz. .however.. still got the urge wanna dress up every now and then.. otherwise.. like.. weird ne.. everyday like. .dont feel that pretty... not say like that.. but yeah.. so.. haiz.. cant wait to find a day, dress up nice. .and.. lol. dunno do whatXD

hmm.... =/ sammy is telling me to eat healthy.. but.. sigh.......... with my schedule like this how to.. sometimes i try.. but.. money one thing. time another. sometimes don feel hungry alreydy. then sometimes too late to eat. need slp already.
=/ difficult to balance ne.. in the past i dun mind ba.. cos have sammy. ha.. he always hungry.. then will wanna eat.. so me eat tooXD ha.. i love suppers.. either the mee kua, or the fishball noodles at bedok.. i'll wanna eat the $5 bowl u know. lol. .but they dont have of courseXD
well, whenever theres chance to eat better, i will ba.. most of times i will .ha. like theres vegies.. then i'll take more. .always.. i like vegies. hee.
o well...........

hm... so............ yup.. .i also hope my health will be good.. .so.. yup.. ganbate ne... gosh .so sleepy.. haha.. nah.. gonna watch tv. .just relax my night.. 6 days u know!! like work3... gosh.... so glad to be at home.. being able to think... yay.. tmr i off!! haha...

haiyo!!! i forogt.. to continue readin gmy ingredient book! ah bish myself.. k.. gonan read it. maybe tmr or by tonight. . should put somewhere near me ne. .like beside my bed.. like that easier.. plus wont forget ne. .but. .ha. .no space for me... o well...

oh, my msg in th eshop website( mentioned this last night or.. i think couple of nights ago) got reply!! yay.. from the team.. hahah.. and i got to know the items i like are coming soon!! wee.. so exciting. i cant wait to see it. =) they reply me telling those. hehe.. so yup.. i might be the first few to know that its coming back to the shop!! heh. cant wait to get my hands on it.
cant wait to see them.
hm.. ok then.. glad i msg them well..

i hope tmr will be a good off. oh duh.. gonna be spending it with sam. yay.. great ^^

mata ne.