Memory Photos

wow.. haha.. am i starting to get nervous? yeah.. im opening the shop with no one to help tmr.. gosh.. i can do this... gotta do a good job!! ok.. keeping my fingers crossed...

oh.. that day dunno what happen.. sam had a bad bad headache.. =( wow.. i can imagine that.. it sux to have a headache.. and cant do anything with it on.. glad he's fine now..

we talk late.. im glad we still get to talk with him.. last night and tonight.. yeah just skype with him..
it was nice=) and yeah at the same time i was going through the photos we took in sydney.. argh.. wishing if only we took more pics together!! if i ever see him again, i dont care how outsider think or look. im so gonna stop in the middle of street, or anywhere, and take pic with him. hmph.
then yeha.. was like.. aw.... so sweet.. the way we kissy each other, and say i love u.. its sooo affectionate.. =) i didnt know we look like that.. usually when i see couples behaving closely, i'll be like. .aww.. so sweet... so nice.. but i didnt realized i have the best ever partner with me...who always make others envy. yeah.. im pretty confident alot of ppl envy us.. ha. just like i did with other ppl.XD so yup... aww... just so sweet.. if only the video is in my phone.. aww.... ^^ we should really take more vids.. hee. i like the way we behave so affectionately and very happy. happiness is written all over our faces. =)

met a new colleague the other day.. she was telling me how sabrina is very lucky.. and got another job she dreamed of.. we were tlaking about how bubbly and happy she always seem.. then yeah.. she told me.. yes.. she found another new job.. at first she didnt know if she should go for it. .then my colleague tell her to go for it! and yeah.. she did.. she's gonna live in a small town. cos her fiance was from a small town in new zealand. so yeah.. its not a happening place.. yet i can tell.. its a small town with nice ppl .. peaceful.. and with a nice husband to be.. and with a brand new job she like.. its everything she wanted. yeah.. im happy for my manager.. seriously.. professional. i like the way she work. gosh.. gonna miss her when she's gone. but. she did say she'll be back in sg. so yeah. i hope so...
aww... envy her abit... ha.. with a husband.. new job, and living in a peaceful small town.. thats what i would like too.. instead of busy dangerous nightlife place.. no.. i'll rather choose a peaceful one. =)work, then home. .then cook.. and enjoy life with ur life partner. ^^ aww............ sweet. thats nice life =)
lucky her.. im glad thigns turn out the way it is for her... really. she deserve it.

hm. .morning.. me wakey early.. thought sam online already.. but haven.. so yeah.. hm.. went to have lunch outside.., walk ntuc abit.. then.. abit tired to cook.. cos me very slpy. been slping at 3plus. =/ last night.. also cant slp.. then watched videos of sam with me.. then got all eyes teary. ha. o well....
then found out he also lookey at our pics at night.. im glad i uses his phone to take pics of me.. i didnt do it cos i wanna look how pretty or how i dress.. its becos i knew i'll be gone.. then at night he's slping, he can always have a look at my pics.......... thats, my motive.
but.. liek i said.. haiyo.. i dont feel its enough... really regret man.. oh and some stuffs i never get in sydneyT_T i saw it, bt never get.. ha.. o well...

u know.. for july, i really wish to go.. i talked to my mum abou it.. i thought she'll say ok.. but like sam.. she said the same thing.. she tell me dont go.. if for 2 weeks at least still worth it. but for one week only, waste a few hundred bucks like.. yeah.. not worth it.. ask me to see him in webcam can alreayd.. i know.. i definitely know what they are tlaking about.
but.
sometimes.. its difficult to explain how i feel... yeah webcam.. still. .u'll yearn to feel the person in touch right?... and... sigh... i really wanna make more memories with him...
well.. we shall see how thigns go.. hopefully the natas fair will have something good too.. ..

ha.. like.. me feel like taking alot of pics now... cos just watched finish the movie shutter. by the hollywood version. theres this part.. the guy say.. ''forget about work.. i will quit this job. .and look for another one. I will Not RIsk you.'' as in not risk losing her. aww.... so sweet right.. =) thats the man.. the what i might called the perfect man.... =)

hm.. u know....... i really still prefer the old of of how u print out the photos... get the film, and print them out. hm.. well.. still can do it with digital cam.. ha. .but yeah.. feels alot different..

hm=/ i know how sam feel.. we both hope that he can find a job soon.. well.. he's doing his best.. now im just praying there's still chances alongside.. or his emails will get a reply.. but usually.. alot of ppl dont really bother to check their emails about job vacancy.. if me relaly want it, will go into the shop and ask for it. otehrwise.. yeah. .email lots also no harms.. well.. lets just hope he'll walk past shops who need ppl... isnt it great if he can get a job at the mall near his house.. around 5mins only.. wow.
well, so yup.. slowly.. and steady.. he can make it.. even redz also took such a long time to find a job. sam becos he still got alot of things to do.. cant search everyday..

gosh.. still slpy.. k.. imma get ready for bed in abit.. may god watch over my love..

mata