its not a good day for me.. seems like i keep making the wrong decisions... =/
hm.. firstly... was quite excited.. bro is in town.. so asked him help me get a international calling card.. (i'll cut the stories short cos im still kinda pissed at my day aites) then found out he bought wrong.. not his fault ba. its mine.. so.. i wasted money.. and i tell myself don look at the card for now. .thus.. whether i'll be using it or not is another question. so.. yeah.. shall see how..
erm.. ok.. my fren wanna meet up actually.. i actually say no.. becos i was thinking i need to rest and get prepared for this coming 6 full shifts to work on.. plus sam will be home early.. so.. i declined. 2 invitations actually. but then, ended up sam wasnt home till late. .so = to same if i wasnt at home today. o well.. think on the poisitive side, i tel myself.. ok.. i get rest only instead. so be it. i try not to think of what if i accompany my frens instead.. cos i rarely get a chance to spend time with them .. so.. o well.... that aside, no one's fault here.. so yup.. just that my decision is wrong.. i should've just.. stop thinking the same way..
erm.. today.. only nicer part is when its raining.. and i was watching my bro playing game. .helped him as usual.. like help in a way.. dunno how to explain.. anyway , yeah.. thats how i always do..
hm... so.. same thing i guess.. online.. watching tv.. fell aslp for a short while.. looking at phone.. missing sammy.. then.. just waiting.. then..... well.. night is here. .almost ending the day.. imma head for bed later.. and.. brand new day will cease. and.. i guess its time for me to have time for my own.
shall see what happen in the day then.. anyway wont be online with sam for a couple of days time.
,,,cant ppl just keep to their words?
mata
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