goodbye xmas

mm.. forgot.. what am i supposed to tlak about...

been so tired n slpy. gosh. and oh so cant wait to trim my hair. not sure about my fringe.. =/ but. .o well... maybe i should? mm.. i hsould ba. see how. cant wait for a trim.

gosh. slowly bit by bit getting ready.. but.. not sure!! lol. sat then will pack up ba. goodness... .
what to do ar...
hmm... hope nothig will be too last min ba=X oops

been so forgetful lately. hopefully that'll be over soon. haiyo./
=.=
perhasp too tired or what. or maybe cant wait for holiday. i dunno ba.
its time for my brain to take a rest i guess huh.

super tired./ =/
wondering why doing this again.
haiz..

oh! today. hahaha. used my not so good jap speak to customer again. pauline save the day!! XD lol.
broken jap. hahaha. cos no choice. the customer really doesnt understand a single word of english. and i was asking her if she dropped her money. no choice. i used abit of jap.. and she knew what i wa talking about. then i returned her the money. lol. but my jap works!! omg. happy. i did it again ^^
yay.....
but.. if only have the ... yea. .. if only i cna be push to leanr more.. or have someone learn with me
o well. .wasted. =/
if i ever have children in future, must teach her jap. lol
 i mean let him or her learn jap. yup.

haiz....
someimes... sad feeling.. bt.. just have to cover it up with a smile or happy tone. at work the same. .at home also the same...
.. so deceiving.. but. .its a must. if not... thigns wil lget more complicated. at least can blog it out.. not so bad huh.. ..

ok. so here's my plan. when he;s busy, i'l lwalk. and i think i wanna try taking train. no map. just a mini useless one.
mm.. .walk liek bro .. walk.. straight.. in the end its the same path. i know.. not japan. but. can give it a try=.=
so yea.. .then walk the same route back. .tkae note of how many turns n lights to cross... mmm... .can right. yea. .should be.. .
mmm..........
hopefully i wont miss out on anything good.
mm... =.= yea... ...ok. that should work for me. train... mm. .how to buy tickets ar. lol. sg i also dunno ne. =.=''
nvm. will see how.
mm...
wish me luck then. a tleast kinda know who to walk alone.
night time. .always have the lounge in hotel even if cant go down to a pub right .my collegaue slor... =.= all keep saying not safe .like so confidently. .i knwo they aint joking. .cos they from there mah. as in yea. so.. o well... must listen to them ba. .if not, i wont ever make it back to sg alive. =.= deng3.
touch wood.

anyway, about 10 days now. are u excited for me? im .. abit stress though. heavy hearted
dunno why. .mayeb cos worried? ... but i have to force myself. yea. i musn let this go wrong. must enjoy myself there...i hope. wonde rif any past memoriers will.. .u know. yea. wont be too sad ba. i hope=.= dots. haha.
o well.. anyway, everyday also sad.. makes no  difference.
....

so. xmas. .25th dec is over. wow. so fast. another year in my company.. gone. so much ahppened in 2011. bad, sad, pains, follish acts, worried ppl aroun dme.. etc... all he bad ones. good ones? before i was left behind i guess.
so little.
can only rememebr the bads ba. ha... o well...
.. just hope that the most basic 2012.. .can be carry on with lesser pains.

lol. know what my colleague told me? regarding ytd 'stalker' (not really stalker thought. he just keep looking i guess.. follow abit only. i dunno)
'you should dump that love tailsman of yours from ur bro! look at what it has been attracting ..to u.'' . LOL. that tailsman is just liek a good luck thing. hopefully in my life love can still work well and blossom good. mainain well... not like i want to attract stalkers, or love or.. u know. =.= ''' dots....
just a gdluck thing. but ended up. lol .what she said does make sense. haha.
wha to do. so much love to give. ..without love in life can die sia. ha. nah not die. but perhaps. .just meaningless....

mm.. think something happened to redz. dunno ne. his fren... o well. hope everythigs fine ba. haiyo.
he ar.. ever since he succeed in slimming down, so much happening thigns going on. =.=
he club so much too. dots....

recently get to know a new casual of mine. gosh. looks are deceiving. she's actually so happeing. omg. but so kin dof her. =) invited me to her events and frens. i don mind trying out. sounds good.
but.. .she said sometimes her frens dunno their limits. and most of them are guys. i was like. ..... erm.. .o.. k... =.='''
but. yea. why not give it a try eh.
i think this is how ppl get to relax and know more ppl huh.
think its time for me to be brave, and go for it. but health n metal definitly die... slpy all the time.
..oh yea. no wonder he also.. ...o wlel. nvm

so yea.
and u know. so irritating. the moment u liek someone's comemnt or status, like. .not so close fren, they'll immediately chat u up =.=
wth. .... dots... .hate it man. typical men.
not close then don act close ne. i liek that better

o well...
its ok. no need tc of myself. tc of others n the store will do .
i think.. im really better with taking care of others. so weird huh...
just wan otehrs to be happy. thats all. ..
oh. and am glad meboguht bro the right pressy this year. cheers.

....k ba. late alreyad. gotta bath n all. tonight gonna be another late ngiht again.

how was ur xmas? hope u had fun. im sure most ppl did eh.

..haiz.

merry christmas once more.. .

jaa.. mata...