hi guys... been worrying about my time of month recently.. seems like its very near.. can feel it.. stomahc very very bloated feeling.. .huu.. hate it=/
really praying that i can get past 15th or soemthing... =/
wish me luck
mm... so yui[/.. been raining and raining...
cold...
so nice. ha. theres this auntie making payment with her daughter. this mother face very black'. like.. unhappy. ha. then after payment, she walk off...like took a step.. then step back and tell me. .miss, 'ni heng piao liang'. while hand pointing to her whole face indicating fo rme. aww.. was so surprised. cos she suddenl;y smile.. i blushed of course! i htink to have a woman think you're pretty, is much better than having a man think you're pretty. cos that would mean even the women are envy' of u or something. ..m... yup. lol. something like that XD. anway, really appreciated . so nice of her =)
suddenly smiel and so nice. .lol. i was shocked. XD so paiseh. .cos store alot of other customers queuing up too. OMG. of cuorse colleague make fun of me too. ha.
mm.. u know... i come to realized that.. my store.. and alot of chinese students.. they somehow. .dislike certain malays. likewise. my workaplce alot of malays.. .very racists=/
haiz.... dunno la.. .
so racist for what. u think htis is australia ar?? =.=''''
today feel good though. i dunno why. O.o
not happy of course. but. .feel... good about mysekf. which is weird. O.o mm... why ar. cos jan is coming? i dunno ne.... but.. yea. .just weird feeling ba... soemthign diff i guess... not happy feeling.. but. .comfortable feeling. .not that comfy.. but... just... i dunno. its just. .a... 'ok ' feeling.
maybe cos busy... then yea...
same as game ba. busy, and alot of thigns no need to think anymore.
yup
everyday.. just tell myself that as long as he's happy.
ha. this kind of thought.. lil thoughts.. no need to let him know..
in a corner wishing fo rhtat will do..
soemtimes u know.. i tried to look back at my pics. .wondering why frens dont lok at me at all. lol .i ddint used to find anything diff. but now i do.
in fact... with each year passed, something drastic will take place for me. appearance for example. i changed pretty much over the years .hobbies and interests... mm.... somewhere there too...
but one thigns for sure. im getting skinnier with each year passed too. perhasp i dunno. not a big difference? but definitely somewhere there..ha. wonder why the first tiem he can fell in love with teh chubby me. XD that tiem cute only ar. now cute n pretty? lol.XD JK... gosh. i do not wish to praise myself sia. =.= really. jk only
i wonder. .eyar 2013... ha. how will i become then.
my coleagues younger than me al lthought im like 21 or younger =.=''' dots.s.... compliment yes. .but.. .erm.. .o..k... -.-'''
but.. yup. looking forward to the 2013 me..if theres ever one.
haiz. fingers all wounds sia. T_T
can... now 11 alreayd... less than a month to go. must brave the storm...
explore the place. but.. seriously... i find that.. i .. do dislike to bring a big flabby map and walk around all alone in syd.
imagine... a pixie size girl like me.. .walking around looking lost with a map.. .wouldnt that attract more bad guys!? =.='''''' if man still ok right. exp my bro. but i fme.... ....aint i counting troubel for myself> ? =.=
ha. but dunno ba. .see how.
not gonna buy map. got a mini one. .so.. .see if thats gonna help or what ba=/
but my words above really is true eh. seriously. if you're a bad guy, wouldnt u target a girl like that? duh
gosh. .so cold.. .
mm.. .ok. must save more money for shopping spree at syd ^^
dunno what to shop=.='''' 'dots..... .but whatever ba.
this time not gonna spend on food ba.. mmm..... see how. but first day.. must definitley go buy instant noodles n breads huh. yea...
gosh. cant wait for hte burning hot sun!!!! mr sun.. here i come!!(soon) =P
work.. omg. busy start liao. queue... got queue yes!! omg. ...stuck at counter for hourssss straight. sometimes even 4. =.= but its good. tiem flies. ^^
hehe
thinking... perhaps shouldnt drink too mcuh when i reach there. .cos. .that might.. make my time of month..sensitive'... and arrive faster.. .i dunno.... but. .see how... =/ sighs. really don wish to slp in a scary atmonsphere.. ..and i wish no more spiders.... huu.. that other time. .gosh.... alone in hotel room for hours.. .trying to escape a spider.... o...m...g.... u have no idea... scared out of my wits! plus shift here..shift there... must keep watch of spidy while watchign anime prepared by sammy..
scary sia. if no animes, i think me stuck in toilet dun wan come out liao=.=
heard aust alot of scary dangerous spidys.. =/ so yea... o well.. wont be so suey ba. right? ..*glups. touch woo.d
the white sands. dunno what palce... the theme park. .gonna close down.. sighs.. .i've been there only once=(... soemmore no take pics. .all pics in his lost phone...
sighs... .first and last time there wioth him. wish could rememebr more. .couldnt recall much.. deep impression are the entrance.. haunted mansion.. and train ride. omg. that train ride. ha. so paiseh... blush*.. haha. .mm...
yea. .duno got coaster ride anot. really forgot.. ..see.. .if only have pics....... taking pics are important ne. why din i take .. i cant remember. .was it cos he's taking? or i was too shy.
im always shy to take pics with him. lol .dunno why.
even during one of the valentines day... at vivo.. ha .ncie view.. but. .shy to take la. paiseh .but regreetted later XD baka me.. o well....
now i learnt.. ...i wont make the same mistakes twice ba..i think. ha.
o well.... nice memories... bah...
oh regarding the results i get from temple about my question of us,. ..well.. not sure what its saying but.... don worry guys. i'll .. yup. ..just yea. .. ha.sorry dunno what to say /
k
nights peeps..
jaa mata
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