24 December 2011

merry christmas

gosh. .my memory is failing me. maybe im too slpy. i really cant wait to slp. but afraid ill forget what to blog the next day. better brief it here now.

ok. so. my first impression.. .lol. ppl always thoguht i have alot of boyfriends. OMG. where did that come from??? XD lol. im serious! they told me. so many of them. thats their first impressiion if me. llol
wth. =.='''' not good sia. cos of the way i look? or what. =.=

anyway,
was glad tat i found out from my colleague. .that another new colleague, actually commented that.. 'pauline is great. love her! ''

aww.. .thats ver nice =)

nice. i get to know more about my colleagues today. couple of them. ha. nice one .=)
am glad that so. even the most shy one, that half jap guy. he's funny! got a snese of humour. totally one of the last kind man you'll ever find on this earth. lol. honest one.
no gf before u know. one look at him, and i could tell. ha. very good boy.
anyway, its good knowing them.

u know.. cos of what happened to my dad... and. .u know what they said.. .you are who u hang out with. i guess tats very true. .. u can tell hows that person by the person he's hanging out with.
not always accurate. but. yea. i believe so.
haiz. .

o well.. so difficult to find some decent frens nowadasy huh.
smoke, drink, shopping. though shopping is quite fine.
o well. as long as one doesnt follow the wrong path ba

i ... .i dunno. i don think he;s a stalker. but. omg.
the words spreads... now they're saying i have a stalker again =.=''''

my colleague saw... this guy with his fren. he's wearing red.
he's like looking at me. .staring at me. i don dare look at his face of course! my colleague was slacking and standing around.. keep watching ppl. then she notice.. .
omg. after she told me, i hurried make excuse to go to other side of store.. .then end up the guy with his frens follow. omg. i stick to my collegaue another one.)
=.= then walk bck to that previous side of store.
haha.... scary sia.... sorry la. im not good with guys staring or checking me out. i hate that attentions=.=

thast so disturbing. i don like . huu...

=( 2012 huh. .wonder hows it ognna be like. ..
2011 is suc a heartache emtional painful ride fo rme. its still going on...
wonde rif thas gonna carry it with me till 2012... =/
...
life in 2011 after feb is hell.
i guess.. .all i wish for is that. .2012 will bring me back some..even if abit of happiness. the type of happiness i neevr felt in so llong. .happiness i forgot hows it like to feel.. .
and hopefully.. lesser pain will come along in 2012...
haiz... come to think of it. .its scary. =/
perhaps too tired now ba.. ..
...

merry xmas to everyone. may u be enjoying and spending time with your love ones right now. .with nice food and good ppl ...
enjoy it fo rme.

mata.....


oh. my poor feet. .now guess what. my toe. scraped off its skin. =( bleeding.. now can see my flesh. T_T huuu........ so suey.
today whole leg pain. =( sighs..

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