Spoiler day =/

yesterady.. wow.. so pain my chest area.. as in inside.. my ribcage or something. i dunno.=/ at first i thought it was my heart again. then wait a min... heart is located on the left hand side. .but mine is around.. middle or right.. i dunno.. but it was a terrible feeling.. hints of pains whenever i breathe in.. its a weird feeling.. .lasted quite long.
huu..

oh. and so... mm.... today this movie thrailer called' like crazy' .. i watched it, =/.= thasnk to fren's link... so yea.. and it totally spoiled my day =.= bloody sad k.... sighs.... just.. puts me down real badly todya.. didnt have the mood to work either.. =/ haiz.. .baka.
but yea. i wont ever ever watch that movie i swear to god. spare me from the heartache..
sighs. .why i go and watch.. ...bloody hell.. .
haiz.. somemore las tnight.. was looking back at old pics of u know who.. hten .. haiz. cried again. ha.. .baka desu ne.
o well. .not a good day ba. but i think tmr shld be. cos manager not around. yay.

lol. theres this video of a news... singaporeans are number 2. ranked number 2. the coolest ppl. hahaha. cool huh

mm.... days aint getting easier... thoughts are still the same... .. sad life indeed...
i hope this trip... can cheer me up. and... .haiz. jst wanna do something daring and different.. but.. everytime my ccolleagues who been to australia. another one... from australia. ha. admittted that it is a boring place. lol.XD wth. anwyay... .she also advices do not go club or out alone at night to pubs and all... haiyooooooooooooooo ..but.. but.. =( i wanna try . huu...... how ne... =( she say later angmohs there dare to hit on me wan..=.=''''' of course i don wan that !
tch.. boring sia.... still dunno what to do. only know i wanna go to this paticular thai restaurant.. =/ not good enough. syd... what have u got fo rme =/
haiz.
but if hang around at the lounge area in hotel............ ahh... htat should be fine right!!
mmm...=.=... .think..think....
i'll see hows the hotel like first. at least go back easier and safer . just go up the lift. haha

dunno wher i got this blue black on my thigh.. =/ alreayd all black. not the normal blue. today got another papercut. haiz.. but.. physical pain is nothign after all..

finally its dec peepps.... ..im getting nearer towards the date of leaving... ..certain items and currency haven settle... but yea.. about there ba...
mm.... just wanna.. destress... and... yea... see if i could brighten up more.. if belign left alone in hotel at 5  and onwards,.. god.. .tc.. o well.. will se ehow ba.
at leats can drink all i wan. ha. no need to care much about anything ba

sighs.... ..yea.. u care... thats why.. u get hurt. and thats why. .it never heal.. .
but such thing.. cannot be control after all...
who in this world.. even knows the pain i suffered everyday.. oh yea. me.

tough. but im hanging on at least until my holiday is here.
i really see no lights now.
wonder whats fgonna happen after my holiday huh..

oh. i know who to pass on my msg. i mean.. jus in case right. a girl like me out in a big city. and im so .. blur somemore when it comes to getting lost. yes.. im best at that=.='''' dots. just in cas.e. i know who to pass on my msg... touch wood duh... but yea.. better than nothing right.
at least abit more relieved now.

thasnk for reading. thanks for listening..
..sighs. .what am i gonna do without blogging... would've kept even alot more of troubles inside my heart.
not good.. but. .sioetimes u c ant help  it.. just aint got hte right person to talk to.. even if have.. that person might jjst not be always there..

jaa mata