sudden death

huuu... got many blisters... big big bubbles.. pain... =((( huuu......
my poor feet... =/
bought wrong size of shoes.. huu... very pain.. bubbles so big.. but cannot poke them =( huu...

theres this huge stoer. a & f.. openhed up in sg not too long ago. me bought perfume for bro cos he said he wanted it. yea.  but glad redz was there. otherwise so weird to walk past those ppl..
u know they actually palce theses makle so called hunks' in fron tof entrance?? /u can take free pics with them..  plus one shirtless guy inside. .take free polariod photo.. omg. i dso don wan that!!
dunno whast so great about it. like.. hello? typical girls=.=''
heard my fren said that one girl even requested 2 angmohs carry her and take pic. omggggggg
thick skin=.= ''
haiz. very weird
but liek the place. it slike club. dark place. .very dakr.. music like club misic.. only lacking are drinks. lol.
cool place. do check that out yea;)

cos. .im still so slpy. yet again, mrg runn nose n blocked=( sighs.. .always liek that.. somemore me alreayd not enough slp. huu...
so yea.. haiz.
now super slpy. too busy. no tie to rest either.

hows ur xmas gonna be like? mine.. i think as usual. pathetic. o wlel... .
what to do.

mm.. glad finally doen all my thingy.. now only left with... mm...
yea. just pack my luggage ,and wait for date to arrive. whcih is freaking soon. omg.
and yes. finally told mum im leaving for syd in jan.
she just asked me not to open door anyhow like in sg. there is diff... very sdangerous.. etc. and of course. .she's worried if sam's parents gonna find out.. or aint he worried at all?
i tried not to reply her too much. cos yea.. .

..sighs. .my fren.. 's younger sister. .25yrs old... very young..but.. commited suicide. =(.. .last sat night. sighs.. i dunno what to say. its hard. when i heard .. .htat she.. when my fren and his family ask her whats wrong n all, sh ekept saying htat its fine. .nothign's wrong...
she don wan to talk about it at all.
but they know shes;s stress.
i was shocked. cos .. im exactly the type of person. im stress or sad .. etc. i don tlak at all.
so yea..

but anyway,.... she even become forgetful.. her own mother also couldnt recognizer..
when i told him that .when depressive ppl suddenly chenanged into happy mood, thats when u must be very careful. cos. .thats a sign htat they've alreyad decided to leave this world.

without delay, he saud. .i think you're very right .his sis nvr kisses her mum;s hand.. yea they're malays.
but one day, she actually did. .and so ncie to her mum too. so yea. .everything was weird. .and.. dunno why someitmes shes so nice and all.

sighs.. .

life is like that ba.. just out of the blue.. .u know.. .
ppl just .. could kill htemselves liek taht... don care a thing about the world anymore.. .
haiz...
=/ hope my fren and his family will get through this asap.

gosh. my phone bill.. .huuu....'
i cant online too much now=/ sighs;
no money liao. huu

long story ba. dl to much what to do =/

mm... so yea.
even the ngiht she deis. .her mum woke her bro up to look for her. .he replied.. nah she'll be fine. later will come back for sure. don worry.. and look what happened.. ..
i understnad.. ppl used to taking thigs for granted. . that nothigns gonna happen or what. .but truth is, u never know whne's that gonna happen.
humans.. cna choose death just over tha one desicion. one moment, one second.
u nvr know. =/

sighs. =/
o well....

k ba. gonna rest brain no.w.
eyes closing. slpyyyyy . huu.. and so late now. again =.= oops.

kk mata.

glad today settled everything. next, luggage packing time!! woots.