today.. went to the temple.. cos its on the way. so yea.. dunno why.... walked past the .. i dunno how to describe this. .its like.. sticks.. in a tube...
chinese we called it 'qian' .
u ask question to god, and attempt to shake out one of the stick with number on it.
and that stick, shall give u an answer to ur question
i dunno why.. as i wlked past, i hasve this strong urge. .strong feeling that i wanna do this. i wanna get a stick for my question.
so.. i tried.. and. .at first, the
god' kept laughign.. this is another hard to explain thing. .its like. .u throw this two red wooden thingy... mum knows.. but yea.
anwyay... .
i wanst confient with the resut. .however.. .
yea. .its a good stick'.
i asked.. about my future love life.. about my feeling with him..if there's any future ahead... its all about my feelings and love..
and... this si the answet i get...
''one frets hoping for the best, one faces good times, luck, etc. A big wide horizon open for you. suit yourself in what you hoped to do.
Interpretation: Good
Proceed with what you want to achieve. All is well. ''
thats it. the above words are so called.. the wnswer i get from the god. im not like. u know. im, kinda a free thinker.but that doesnt mean i can do the same thign as others.with is try and seek for an answer.
but i don get it...
proceed with what i wan to achieve? ... s..=/ im not very sure whats that mean... meaning... i shouldnt stop what im doing? and... future... i'll have good luck and good times? menaing its good? i dunno.. scared to have any hopes anyway.. .
sighs. .scared. but. at leat im glad to learn that its a good lot.
and yea.. dunno why i have the strong urge to do this. i rarely hardly.. never ever do this.. .but today. .i did. weird eh ...
ppl say. .u are the type of ppl of whom u mixed with. of whom your frens are.
is that true? most of the times yes. but. . not all huh.
mm... anyway, im glad tis a good one.
future.. huh.. ..
today was looking at the pics which i never post.. it seems that o have the exact scars. same shape. ha. same location.its faint dark brown.. but.. yea. .whenevr i feel down, i'll look at it.. and remind myself of the pain. and the scars are there to remind me..
all the painful memories. as well as... .
situations.. or what causes that to happen..
time to time, i'll look at my wrist..compared from left to right... so diff.. but i guess.. thats the lessons i've give myself eh.
ha. .wonder if the scars are gonan stay for life.. .oops. but o well... im alreayd prepared for that.
at least its aint that obvious.
tonight.. my left wrist with scars hurts.. ..like.. burning feeling. .itchy.. i dunno. .weird.. .
haiz...
wahts life huh. .and wats a future like without love.
those are another.. painful level to......
mata
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