2nd thoughts?

geez... .=/ i didnt know why i even bother buying the sydney travel guide for.. sighs.
yea cna u believe this? im actually having 2nd thoughts about going. cause everything a lso troublesome, and im doing this all alone. im starting to wonder. .how should i travel alone. the stores over there i like and yearn to visit, all one by one open in sg alredy. =. ='' dotsssssssss i knowwwwwwwwwwww its ridiculous. i liek. but, whats the point now. tch. i dunno.. tic and airlines are running out. and.. i seriously have nio ideaa what to do. to go ahead and book it, or wait.. till prices gone up, wiht only left with quantas... =.=
i really have no idea. sighs.

should i really be going? but its such a great chance for me to be u know.. explore a foreign place alone. i mean yea hats freaking scary. and i don like it. its stressful. but.... mmm...... it is a challenge for me eh.
tch. sighs.
i jsut checked over the notes ive written. seems liek io've been upset for over a week. and its not helping. =(
tch. .fml

i relly don know what to do..
sighs.
nothing to do there.. or is there... i dunno. who ask them open so many stores which i liek in singapore. now go there... also dnno liao.
but u know.. i think i should. think about future trips like to sweden.. or. .somewhere else.. shit. but i dunno their language =.= '''''
anyway, that can think later.
but yea...

... how guys.. to go.. or not to go... think my heart is saying.. to go.. but... sighs. .if only someone could help me with the tix n hotels.. n stuffs...
well, i hae to do this i guess. doing it alone is fine. if only i know someone working in airline or soemthign2

i'll think about this again ba.
...sighs. what can i do in syd all by myself..
im starving like hell.. but i don fel like eatng.. but i craved for spicy hot food.. so.. later imma go cook up hot noodles, and .. i know.. empty stomach. .but i couldnt care less now. nvr care bfore. not now, not ever.

jaa