Unheard

sighs... =/ ...well. .its always liek that eh... my words not heard.. between them, im just a shadow.. just an outsider.. ..thast why couldnt talk about personal probs with family... =/ words not heard.. not being taken seriously.. redz words matter more than mine.. its always been liek that...
o well. .waht to do  . im just a nobody. ..

don know waht to say ba...
just very sianz.. sighs...
big or small probs.. i rather talk about it here..
haiz.

mm... yup. still sick. heard one of my colleague is sick. my manager runny nose i think ? or she's just pretending in front of my reg manager. anyway, yea.. i feel liek saying everything out . like.. well, this is what u get when u dont allow ppl to take mc. then, me, the infectious one, will sneeze and cough loudly and rudely.. well, i cant help it k. and spread everything to my fellow colleagues. tada. u want me, u have me. and u'll have smiliar colleagues too. u should let somebody go for rest, and get everything all heal up. not force them don take mc, and continue to work, hurting (myself) themselfe, and ended up hurting others. meaning infecting my illness to colleagues. wtf? i am so pissed off. sighs.. such a simple matter to see... why cant they understand it? hello??? not like imma mc for 1 week right. wth. but having said that, i swear.. i didnt even mention that i wanna see doc and take mc. then mamanger alreayd say dont mc ar.. u just came back from ur off(mon i off).. then sick.. look at me.. i sunday then off..so long leh.. wth wanna care about when she off!!??? wth sia.
ha.. pfft. not a caring manager at all!!!
i know. not enough ppl. blah3... of course i know!!! but! just one day of rest for staff, is that too much to ask for? one day and i'll get better, and prevent from spreading my illness to others. ...when i sneeze really loudly, customers also look at me u know. ..so paiseh. i don liek that=(...
sighs. they are so bloody stupid. stupid.... relaly.... as managers, stupid till liek that. hello??? they have eyes to see that i am gravely sick k!!!! wth.
..sighs...................................
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sorry. .just suddenly wanna say evrything out. cos.. yea. felt unheard and unwanted.. then .. u kwno .everything just crashes..
sighs.. sometimes don wanna talk about personal stuff here.. but sometiems gotta. why. cos no one talk to. just weird ot talk about this matter sometimes.in anycase,.... ....=/ o well.. haiz..

sighs... cant stop sighing...
humans beings..will always be human beings.. always makig the same mistakes... don wait till one day when im gone away for good, then start to regret anything.
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hate my life

jaa