..sighs=(

been falling aslp on the couch everynight while watching tv.
omg. been really tired  =/ sighs. .waht to do. ..

gosh. tch. .was having a conference call with headoffice the other day.. and.. tlaking about overseas work.. tlaked about japan.. they laugh.. mentioning me.. i was .. omfg.. don let it be me pls.. not japan... =/ i tell u first hands.. i wont be able to survive the quakes k. haiz.

oh. .was nice having a chat with him the other morning.. good timing luckily. mm.. .yea... nice to know about stuffs he does more.. but. .wish i could knwo more of him.. .otherwise might seems so far ..

guess waht. u've colected my passport today. omg. finally .mm... need to start checking up on the tix now.. .. haiz.. but.. somethigns holding me bacl =( . back* i dunno.. .i just dont.. ... =/
tch... confusing.. .i know..
anywya, this is a good chance for me to pratice being alone in a strange land. who knwos if i might get to travel to somewhere else alone eh.
pratice with austrlia first

sighs...

sometimes... wishes are so difficult to come true.. no pains no gain...
sighs......

u know. after the 2nd 'outbreak', my heart became numb. which is good. it reduces tha pains along with..  u know what.

sighs...

oh.. so sa. my colleagues ytd wa asking me if i am workign today n the day after..  i was like. .sighs .. so sad u know. .i said no... =/ cos.. yea. .ppl are quitting and leaving. .so .. .yea. .ahzi........ ..... but i off.. what to do... =/

sighs................
i got my passport now.. but.. dunno should i be happy or sad. =/ just dont feel right.
but u know. .certain things..... .... its meant to be... not up to my control.. so yea...
mm... o well. at leat the daylight i sbetter than the night for tonight

wow. another day is down. iwas so tired. and when i ddint get enough slp, i will have a bad headache. .. or get very cold. and runny nose will start.
toda is the headache.. not really headache.. mroe of liek.. not enough slp.. brain is calling type. so eya. runny nose so bad. med taken all up liao. .so after colelcted my passport, need to go buy med. but before that, consumed a panadol.. i knew i might get weak later on.. but i still need a stronger med for my nose.
pan isnt working one bit at al=/
so yea. .was so slpy n more slpy.. gosh.. poor nos eof mine =(
so sensitive as always

gosh.. i didnt know i'll react this way.. bro bought mooncake.. durian.. i ate.. and the lingering after taste stuck in my tongue. omg. i hate it. i regret eating it.
u know. guess todya m,ight be the start n first day of me dislike eating durian

wa supposed to hang out with fren at bar this week.. .sighs.. =/ what to do. .too tired.. somemroe ytd head ot for dinner with parents...
my energ level aint that good anymore. jus so tired easily. din eat well.. lifestyle is upside down.. resting time upaside down. u name it, i did it.
sighs.. =/
i dunno wha to say
=/

sigsh..

yea. so liek that ba.
haiz..
sometimes i wonder.. wahts thepoint of going throuhg all these pains...
its just devastating
bah,.,,


..just cant stop sighing u know.. ..=/ o well

perhaps i should stop. u know. just stop. before sinking any more further.

sighs..............
down down period for me this time
=(

just wish.. someone could've support me through..

jaa