7th day sick

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feeling so puck up. like rrly. like.. how to say.. wanna throw up... wanna faint. .in between that feeling. yup. thats how i feel. its disgusting. i couldnt .. almost coldnt hol dit anymore. wth.
sighs... oh u knwo wahst the last line my manager tell me? ''dont forget to drink more water''. ...i was like. .yea. duh of course... but. not liek thats gonna help me heal. hello? i have germs inside of me. u think water gonna washes them away> ? -_-
anyway, sick to my stomach righ tnow. no energy to work well today. =/ well, when u sick,. and forced to work. this is it. u work 10% hard only. waht to do. if thats what they want....
sighs.. oh. i won a drink today. ha. so weird.. like. .never really won anythig. gd eh. will redeem soon ba. yay
haiyo.... my fren go learn hippop=(( pouts* me so envy.. so wanna go along too. huuuu....... waht to do.. gotta work... haiz... sometimes wishes in life couldnt be fulfill... it might. but i might not willing to give up something for that. so yea.. guess language still my interest 1st. mm... not bad to work in japan. but. touchwood. goodness gracious... earthquake.. flood.. blah3.... omg. .nono. .don wanna die there!!! train ppl there short while still ok. but work there? omg.................... touchwoooddddd
anyway, .. =/ yea. i hope tmr i'll feel better. cos seriously today my work really.. no heart put into it much. =/ when u sick, no matter how u force urself, somethign wouldnbt be the same no matter what.
u know what.. ..i might wanna train my language soon.. .dunno why suddenly have this urge.. but.... howeverm, i wanna settle my project in making. see how. so yup....
waiiting for hair to dry now. sighs...
=/ *shake head..so this is how life out to be huh...
so blur and full of  fogs... where are u leading or heading towards...
i blow my nose in the store .. in the toilet.. at home. . in bed.. everywhere.. till my energy all depleted... i am so weak.. so tired of doing pathetic thing liek blowing nose in toilet... ... =/
shoot... ..
blow till no energy alreayd.. .o well
sometimes u wanna talk, but once the timing passed, no more urge liao. the chance.. wont be waiting for u there forever. u lose it, u aint getting that golden moment back
k ba.. need to rest soon... the throw up feeling still there. and hopei wont cough up blood ba. nad no nose bleed

jaa mata