i need confirmation

if your close fren asked you out on a date,.. yet he or she is attach,.. but u know himn longer before he's attached.. wouldnt that be stil lso weird??
but because you'r close, so you do kinda know he or she aint a too bad person. but still.. that sounds so weird and wrong isnt it.
mmm... very interesting. if not close. .fren wouldve been lost once again..

so yea..
i dunno.. just alil concern about myself now. .been over aweek.. no reasons n so on.. i dunno why im so down.. and.. itss affecting my work and all. which is not good. so yea.. work is important. but. soemtimes its so difficult to work in this situatuion u see

wonder when's the alst time i relaly am happy. couldnt remember.
o well. just gonna take it as it is ba. 

wahtver happen will happen.. 

so yea.. 

feeling so dang sad... but nothigns to be done. or solved. i'll try to find my way out. 

dunn owaht ways. .but wil ltry. 

today gotta help save ' my dad cmoe back home. gosh =.= gotta help drink for him. but ow ell. used o it ba. drinking is good when you're sad. and im sad all the time. so thats fine . . 

geez.. i hate myself saying that. weird. ha.. o well. .pftt waht to do eh

very frustrating i feel.. but. .yup. hopefull ytmr turn out to be a gd day. 

this feelign of disliking everything.. i hope thast ll be gone soon. 

and i hate these bloody ppl callgng me swt nas like darlin n swty or shit... im like.wtf??? we're frens. not even close close. omfg. =.= 

sighs. had enough probs

anyway, yea. if i dont abandon this sick feeling soon, my performance at work and heath aint gonna get any beter.

sighs. 

=/ like that ba. hope i'll bring osme gd news tmr.. 

thasnk for reading.. 

and yea. everythign been taken awya.. everything.

jaa mata