omg.... im sneezing soooo much today.. =( i was prepared when i started cleaning the stuffs in my room today. but. i didnt expecet to last till now. gosh.. unlike the otehr time, after a nap, and bath, me ok already.. this time,. yes.. no nap.. but evenj after a nice bath. still my nose.. not any better.. =/ its terrible.. i hate this kind of dusty nose.. argh.. making me feel so sick.. like.. wana just faint onto the floor.. gosh.. terrible3... =( i cant wait to slp. and wakey hoepfully to a better feeling.
just spoke to sammy.. gosh.. sydney is so hot right now.. i remember the last day i was there, its 35 degrees.. and thats enough to get u feel so burnt up.. my... now its 40.. or even up to 43.. wow.. i cant really imagine man.. =/ terrible. u can get skin cancer easily..
anyway, i just hope sam will drink plenty more of icy cold water .. more than usual i hope.. his health is very important to me.. so yup.. i hope it'll get cold soon.. i mean.. colder..
gosh.. all this sneezing causing my mind to be in a whirl right now.. =( argh.. hope i'll have a nice slp..
last night,, and this morning. .really doesnt feel like getting up.. its raining.. cold.. then with the big blankie wrapped around my body.. with bloster.. most of all, theres his scent of smell there... =) gosh.. i dreamt of sammy for the 3rd time straight. wow. i was wishing for it to happen again.. but kinda have this feeling most likely it wont. but. i was wrong. omg.. O.O.. to my surprise, i dreamt of sammy for the third time row straight!! =D wow.. hopefully tonight.. =) yes.. hopefully yet again.. ^^
really wish for him to huggie my so tight now.. and during slping time... i can still feel him.. cos he's in my heart..
was going through the videos taken in sydney.. in one of the video.. i.. saw he turn his head.. look towards me.. i think he smiled.. well.. anyway.. .. =) wow.. haha.. me still mesmerized by him lots.. my heart skipped a beat! eyes couldnt take away from him.. yet.. heart is pumping.. face is flushing.. :P .. hee.. so glad he;s mine.. ^^ wow.. alwasy feel so lucky indeed.. =) thank god...
mistakes i might've made.. i do my best not to repeat them.. i wanna always.. see him smile.. instead of.. u know.. as long as he talk to me.. =) im happy.. though sometimes he can be very quiet.. and i always talk alot... ha.. well.. as long as he dont find me a nuisance.. just wanna tell him every little single thing..
me.. not sur ehow a guy feel or think.. so... yup.. will do my best to notice more..
hm.. k.. gtg. me starving!! better brushie, and slp. talk tmr k.. guru2 tummy now.. haiyoo...
yay.. me finally foudn the book i wanna find! omg.. its a miracle by somehow.. haha.
mata ne!
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