my net been soooo slow lately. haiyo. irritating ne.
hmm... 2012.... totally forgotten about that.. then talking to my fren reminded me of it..
=/ its hard.. i.. check it out already.. seems like... its not that possible.. sigh.. see.. today ne.. dad was telling me how he paid for my share of payment for the house.. and saying good thing he have his ot money to pay.. otherwise where to get money.. i know.. march i'll start looking for one already.. but yeah.. it makes me realised.. that its compulsory for me to giv emoney for this house no matter what. i cannot stop for long.. much less for even a year..
now im clearer of what im gonna do.. but still.... im disappointed i cant.. ..sigh.. u know... =/ im upset.. but yeah.. what to do....
gosh... i had such a bad slp last night.. me slept at around.. almost 3am? wakey at 7.40am.. haiz.. was soo sleepy.. but since dad ask me go out.. then.. yeah.. now feeling so sleepy.. but.. dunno wanna slp anot.. =/ haiz... me feel bad..
son yeah.. last night.. dunno why.. my head keep thinking of sam.. then all the memories floated on.. gosh.. like.. crying.. so.. a couple of times, just decided to online for abit. then try to slp again. haiz.
u know.. i've been reading the news up from other countries. gosh its scary.. of course crimes are all around.. but.. the world outside singapore, gosh... it's sooo absurd and frightening. its sooooo freaky, inhuman.. gosh... unthinkable. =/ the world outside is so frightening.. they are.. crazy some ppl. like. .doing such things u couldn't imagine urself.. eew............
today really doesnt feel like going out.. but well... hm... i guess its about time me head out for some fresh air.
haiz.... i really miss the life with sammy in sydney.. =( still cant leave it behind.. sigh... =(
hmm... u know.. me so bored now.. =(
bro and redz playing ps3... =/ feel like an outcast..
k ba... though with plenty of false hopes and dissapointment,.. me finally kinda get the picture of where im heading for.. march.. here i come..
read the chinese horoscope today.. sammy's one is worrying.. the snake.. saying those singles in school will have alot of.. .. yeah.. =/ nonetheless... me treat these things as u know.. reference.. they mention too that those in relationship will get more strength and stronger. so yup.. me rather believe in the postive one.. but still. .course will worry...
hm... should i start my lessons next year or this year... -_-''.... ehhhhh. haiyo.. hmmmm..
oh.. come to think of it... ... atz ne.. let me met alot of new ppl.. i wonder how will my new workplace be like... and class... *glups.. o..k... ganbate... gosh.. feeling weird already.. but.. i.. ...feels like. .this is what im gonan be comfortable with more..
hm.. k then.. whatever is it, hopefully the customers, or colleagues, classmates in future, will be friendly ones. all the best.
eh... so gonna miss sam when he's in camp and so on.. ..well.. what to do.. =/ his school is starting.. .. haiz... i hope things wont change.. ..
mata ne.. ..
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