My Precious Treasure

gosh.... i was dreaming of being with sam.. and all his frens.. i was very3 sleepy.. so slept early like about 11pm? yeah.. then my fren called and woke me up! -_-.... grrr.... my sweet dreams!! T_T huu..... so sad.... good thing i was able to fall back aslp fast.. too slpy.. today too.. now..i mean. so like yeah.. argh... bloody hell.. T_T was having such a nice dream.. :( away from this reality.. sigh.. thought i was back in sydney again.... :(.. huu....

sigh. oh.. then that night i was out with my frens.. i just remembered... my fren was having some probs.. and he sort of says.. good thing he have 2 best fren of me and zuan with him.. otherwise he also duno who to talk to.. hm.. =/ lets just say its some personal prob of his.. so yup... lol.. never thought of him as my best fren though.. but.. well.. doesnt matter.. just hope he'll feel better in days to come.

u know.. =/ whenever i miss sydney, or the times sam drove me ard,.. i'll look at this 3D viewer thingy i bought in sydney.. u can see the views of sydney in full 3D. i look... saw teh opera house.. oh.. thats where sma took me there.. but a pity we never get to go in.. then theres the harbour bridge.. he drove me past there... i was even so near to it.. ha.. hm... then theres alot of houses u could see in the 3D viewer.. i tried to fine his house.. wondering.. could it be somewhere in this map... i see the boats.. we were in one.. ..=/ yeah... .. i really do look at it alot.. reminds me of the times and place there.. the roads.. i can picture him driving me around... yeah.. its a nice map indeed.. .. o well....... ...haiz...

that night, my fren say my ring looks nice.. asked me if someone gave it to me, or i bought myself.. ha.. it still looks good even though the colour had came off huh... yeah.. i took a real good long look at it... wow.. the bronze part.. became gold.. then now it's faded gold.. i didnt realised the colour is so off now.. ha.. well. i didnt get any ring from australia.. but.. even if i did.. hm.. it still wouldnt come twice as important as this old ring of mine.. cos it's from someone really special to me.. and this is the first sort of erm.. 'real' pressy he give me.. it wouldnt've feel the same if i bought it myself. gosh.. speaking of importance.. u have no idea.. me neither..kinda.. this ring of mine.. for 2 years.. i really cant afford to lose it now.. everytime i thought i misplace it, i felt as though my heart or gonna jump out, or break. :( gosh,, its always so frightening. i make it a habit to remember for sure where i place it in case i took it off to bath or something. i cant lose that ring. thats my precious treasure now..

did i mentioned this?? ha.. on the last day before we're leaving for airport, sam fell aslp..(as usual^^) me took this opportunity to take 2 videos of me, and a recorded msg for him in his phone. of course wanted to give him new ones :) and been wanting to do that.. but din get a good chance.. oh!! left him a note too.. cos in case me didnt get to use his phone. haha.. so yup... finally phew.. :P his family not around, he's slping.. phone out in the open.. XD so..yup. done! hehe. but really in a rush though.. and so afraid he was gonna wakey :P phew... was late for abit to wakey him up.. but its alrite.. we get to reach on time. ha.. but wouldnt mind even if me really cant make it to the plane:P would be happy. uh huh....

we're away... cos wasnt at home that day.. 2 of us yes.. was missing him so much.. even now too... well.. it'll always be this way.. just the difference of how much extra more im missing him.. ha.. always alot desu.... always...

ok.... so. my bro hit the target or something.. he got the taka vouchers or something... he bought a oven.. -_- and a ps3. .............................. ...p...s...3.... o...k... ... hm..=/ i duno man.. if he;s not using it much.. like.. wasting the vouchers or money.. tch.. sigh.. o well... ... =/ i dunno.. i cant control him..or tell him what to do.. can only give him advice..

today busy... erm.. wakey.. cos told my mum would head down for breakfast with her in mrg.. so.. yup.. was soo slpy.. yet forced myself to wake up.. online abit.. then headed down.. eat.. and bought ingredients.. cos wanna cook for tonight. so... whipped up some nice thai fishcakes.. :P hehe... ok.. the taste about there :) but the texture.. ha. no worries.. shall improve bit by bit :) thast what cookings about sometimes. u can get better and better.. trying to get it taste all the more heavenly :) im pleased with the results for tonight :)

gosh.. sooo sleepy.... zzzzz

oh.. so i was saying.. home.. then.. watch sunday tv.. gosh.. about some dance movie.. ballroom dance.. omg.. its beautiful... :) so wish i could do it.. with the one i love.. its so graceful..so beautiful.. :) ahh... ^^ so nice..

then.. doing my stuff while watching tv.. gosh.. didnt know i could do it for hours... O.O.... haha.. so long.. hardwork eh. worth it.. about to complete it.. hm.. then.. no time for rest.. time to cook! cook.. then eat.. then tv start again.. ha.. so yup.. its a pretty good sunday i guess.. rare one.

so here i am.. blogging.. feeling my eyes closing.. ha..

theres yet so many things to try out with sammy.. and i cant wait to do it. :) :P bleahx.. not saying here.. ^^ hee.... lalala...

hm.. strange.. thought theres alot to blog about today.. well.. maybe im too sleepy to think.. ha..

mata ne!