hmm.... ok.. so.. auto wakey at this time again...
haiz.... so wanna see sammy's morning smile again.. so kawaii and sleepy .. nawww.... =3^^
eh... today's blog gonna be messy abit too? haha.. oh.. last night was too sleepy.. knock out in bed.. gosh. cant keep my eyes open.. so couldnt blog..
hm... ha.. so funny.. even up till now, i still keep shouting out loud hwy am i here?? as in back to singapore.. i cant belive im back in singapore :( sigh... my beautilful paradise life of 3 weeks.. so fast its over.. ... yeah i know.. time is always running.. always moving... month by month will pass... may seem slow.. but it is moving.. BUT. usually it passes fast cos u are having great times. if u're having bad days, wouldnt u be thinking how bad and slow this month goes?
sigh... its alrite.. =/ he's still in my heart.. ..and i see him everywhere i go.. he'll always be a part of me no matter what. and thats forever for sure :)
still misses him alot though.. .. he was just right beside me.. i hugged him tight and kisses him goodbye before i left.. ... :( it was a tearful depart.. sigh........... ... he was still right there.. right beside me.. i could hug him so tight.. now i look beside me..., he's no longer there... but i know he love me alot.. alot4... and his presense still lingers here always.. so.. yeah.. that'll do.. ...i'll hold on to that.. ..
..so.. me told him the truth.. .. really wanted to get that off my chest for so long.. and now i finally did.. and im so happy of his reactions.. he didnt mind at all.. im so glad im with the right man.. huu... im so lucky... T_T he really love me No Matter what..
so now.. i gotta find another plan of my own.. theres a few ways to go.. not very clear.. ..but.. well.. not very sure of where to start yet.. but.. should have a way.. just gotta find it.. so.. yup..
me gotta find some ways to clear it then.. i hope i can. really have to
omg.. haha.. now feeling abit sleepy XD
argh.... my phone yet again spoiled!! gotta send it for repair later :( sigh.... bloody hell. =.= always like that. but this time i need to pay.. haiz.. hope not expensive.. :( gonna get the new phone soon i hope.. ... argh.. dunno.. now alot of things need money.. shall see how then.. =/
ah.. last day staying at sam's house... ha.. surprisingly the night time, and morning time, and night slping time, im not feeling cold at all! not shivering! haha....like just nice..
man!.. only on my last day im feeling ok with the water XD geez haha.. but yeah.. last night there.. hm.. sam not feeling that well.. scared the wits outta me! somemore he's in cold sweat.. phew.. turns out he's fine after slp.. phew. .
yesterday bro and me accompany redz for interviews... the first interview i like.. but dunno how much the pay.. its some sort of toy shop.. but it sell other items as well.. abit like mini version of mph. but see how bah.. let redz go first.. when im ready, maybe.. just maybe.. i might head for that one.. but. hm.. not sure if i wanna look at toys again.. ha. but nice place..
later heading out to have lunch break with bro.. then yup.. repair my phone..
hm... =/ still feeling kinda weird... woke up.. didnt have anyone to kiss nor cuddle up with... and no hair to ruffle with.. ..
no one to have breakfast with.. back to my old life style again..
but yes.. stay positive.. only 7hrs away huh.. the map shows its so near.. .. so yup... .... we're still very in love.. so.. yeah.. will be alrite..
level up alot ne.. i feel.. ha.. yeah.. more confidence now.. in everything.. both of us.. more and more.. always.. going strong..
now my heart is stronger than ever now. even love too. =) i hope he feels the same way..
..when his school starts..., i guess that might be the hard part.. ..but yeah.. gotta pull through it.. =/ sigh..
...i just dont wanna end up like my fren fren's situation.. on the final 5th year, then found out he cheated on her. huu.. thats really sad and mean.. :( 5 years ne.. ..but lucky she's only 15 when she started to wait..
o well.. ..must have trust in him.. and faith.. cos i love him..
gosh.. stomach growling now.. hungry... but wait till eat with bro bah.. .. :( sigh.. by this time.., would've gone out with sam to eat already.. perhaps picnic by the sea.. or having simple mc breakfast.. o well.. =/
hm.. k then.. me better get ready to head out soon i guess... earlier better. .then can come back earlier.. hm.. dunno having breka with bro anot.. hm.. redz still at home.. he say not sure wanna go anot.. ..o well... if not.. then maybe me go bah..
oh.. uploaded not all, but alot of pics from sydney into my facebook. wow.. i think total photos theres over 1000 XD haha. yay :) nice.
kk.. me go get ready..
mata ne!
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