Getting Married

hm.... today ne.. ...........reminded me of one of the days..where u keep on.. =/ .. felt abit... =/ hm...

nah.. forget it..
u know.. from what i see.. i wonder if this could be true.. once the boy dump a girl, hm.. depends.. they might be together for long.. then after he dumped her, the dumb guy regrets, and want the girl back. whereas the girl, by then, would've change from crying all day and night, become a playgirl.. hm.. or rather.. just find a bf as quickly as changing clothes. and her sense of dressing will become more daring. like a changed person. hmm... =/ im just wondering only..
cos one of my fren recently broke up with her fiance. and her pic in msn like.. erm.. very very erm.. i dunno. diff? =/
well... all thanks to those stupid men who chooses to give up the world just becos of a moment of folly. sigh.. i hope she moves on well.. well.. she found a guy she likes.. so.... hm.. o well, whatever happens, all the best to her ne.

my malay fren could be getting married in june. i was taken aback. as i was pretty sure most of them always undergo engagement first. so... i dunno.. i was wondering if she's pregnant or something.. cos she say she cant go back to her bf house now. i ask her, she never reply. .so.. yup.. thats her own privacy. then me go ask sam, he thought i was talking about myself.. like as though he's gonna have a heart attack. -_-''.... dots... men.. o well..

ah.. speaking of her marriage... haha... im happy for her. get to wear beautiful gown.. erm.. i dont think its gown.. but im not sure what their 'gown' is called for the traditional one..anyway, a woman only gets to marry once in her lifetime.(depends if she change husband anot) well.. i heard some couples actually held another wedding when they're old at certain age.. to renew their vows.. well.. i guess thats for a very romantic and rich old couple to do so.. :)
so as i was saying.. happy for her.. young bride in a beautiful gown.. such a happy occasion.. but.. hm.. honestly.. im still doubting her guy though.. =/ who used to be a playboy.. hm.. difficult to explain.. but.. o well.. hm.. just wish her all the best. hopefully she really get married.. but.. hm.. somehow i just have this strong feeling she's pregnant.. really.. no reason for her to get married now ar.. unless the guy wanna 'tied' her down first before he ord. ah.. whatever.. just hope she'll have a happy family. thats what she wants. and thats what most girls want.. :)

today i was sneezing alot.. now still feeling weak... =/ but better after a short nap.. was shifting my desk.. yes.. now i can sit properly.. in front of lappy. and at least legs wont be that pain.. hm... then was busy settling my stuffs.. writing and sneezing..and coughing abit.. gosh.. i look as though im writing my last letter or something O.O.. then.. after hours, finally done... then me go rest abit... nap.. bath.. eat.. ah.. still feeling all so weak.. my eyes too.. i guess ever since i came back.. hm..=/ so nice.. over at sam's house.. me only sneeze like once or twice.. cos of too cold thats all. :( sigh.. yes.. even though i say to him i prefer singapore..singapore is indeed a better place.. but yet.. nowhere is nice if he's aint there..i just wanna be where he is.. wherever he is. is the place i wanna be...
sigh.. how i wish to work there.. earn more money.. and yet get to see him. .. ha.. .. =/

hm.. oh.. last night the movie didnt get to finish watching it. argh... load so long!! gosh! -_- so end up slp early.. yup.. thats what i need. ..i need him most..

hm.. time somehow seems to be moving.. somehow not... ... i've been back for about a week now.. :( ..heart still isnt here.. haiz.. :(
how many more years to go? ..hm... he said its 7 years.. its 6 if he's lazy to do the 7th one.. ha.. i hope its 6..
i wonder how i'll feel when im used to him being far away for so long..
have i gotten used to it already? No.. of course not.. perhaps.. he's always in my heart.. ha.. o well..

hmm...... i hope i can put my words across.. as to how i feel..

hm.. feeling a little blue... *pouts

weird ne..

mata...