Bluish Saturday

ok. last night too sleepy to blog again. i kept falling aslp on the couch this week. yea. too tired out i guess? but no one carry me slp in my room no more=/ haiz..

u know, each time i went back to parkway, there'll always be so many memories there. visions of us lingering around the whole area. everything. yea... but parkwy still one of my fav place to head to. haiz... just sad that.. the perfect person to go with me isnt there anymore... =/

o well..

and so.. ytd. talking about my throat. so pain! its liek im swalloing a pebble each time i swallow down anything. omg. now better. still feel the small bump. but at least not unbearable pain. omg. then just so weak body. but liek i said. i force myself up and get out of the house. so yea. u have noo idea how much i wish to lie on my bed now , and just close my eyes to rest. for a saturday. yea. 

haiz... anyway, good that im better abit now. couldnt talk much for the past 2 days. haiz. 

every morning theres huge lumps of yellow mucus i sneeze out from my nose. about 4 days or so alreyad,, i hope they get out man. cos me no more med to kill those virus. huu... so yea.
now just hope my throat will be fine  .taking home med ba. 

u know. i jjust wish he is here for me. and u know how everythings gonna be just right and fine with him around.
sighs.. .

sometimes life is so tough i wonder how to face it. ...

oh, me just took this energy ball thingy. u know how redbull don work fo rme.. coffee nono either(i think)  so im really hoping that this ball will be able to help out.  im having one instead of 2 first. see if anything happen. if not, will try 2 next time. u know how soemtimes working here is tough and tiring.. then kena morning shift will be sleepy and tired. especially kena night, next day morning shioft =.=

sighs. my batam trip is over just liek that. so fast huh. o well... what to do. reality is back again. ha. i cant wait for aust trip. just need to settle voda and passport now. thats all.

haiyo. need to take passport photo somemore. omg. 

haiz. dunno why today feeling blue desu. =/ how ar..... my sad sat. 

can anyone cheer me up now? =/

mata