mm.. i almost asked him. .wha if.. one day if he get a new gf, and shre requested that we couldnt be in contact with each other... again. .. but .. i didnt. was afraid of the answer. so i stopped. and ddint ask.
scared to get hurt again. so yea.. but. wha to do. sometiems u cant control a love for somone. .haiz... ....=/ o well...
just so afraid eh.. becaus eu cant control of how u feel.. and. .u lknow. .th elove will always be there..
scared to get hurt again. so yea.. but. wha to do. sometiems u cant control a love for somone. .haiz... ....=/ o well...
just so afraid eh.. becaus eu cant control of how u feel.. and. .u lknow. .th elove will always be there..
..sighs.. .anwyay., .// today saw this corset. omg. so friggin nice.swt colour. mm.. had wanted a nicer hot seductive collour. but then again, decded that yea.. its enough. the pink will do.
i 've alerayd had one pink and one black. mm... just tht i neeed occasions to wear u se.e. .mm. .what happen ar.. if i wear for work. col eh =P wil lfeel extra sexy. but then again. i heard lingerines supposed to wash once a week or somehtng. but... omg. after one day wear, still not washing it? O.o.. wow. i dunno man. wonder if i am able to do tat. glups.. used to washy my bras everydya liao. but yea.. expensive bras ne.. perhapys thats why they didnt was h everyday to prevent the bra from spoiling or something.
i 've alerayd had one pink and one black. mm... just tht i neeed occasions to wear u se.e. .mm. .what happen ar.. if i wear for work. col eh =P wil lfeel extra sexy. but then again. i heard lingerines supposed to wash once a week or somehtng. but... omg. after one day wear, still not washing it? O.o.. wow. i dunno man. wonder if i am able to do tat. glups.. used to washy my bras everydya liao. but yea.. expensive bras ne.. perhapys thats why they didnt was h everyday to prevent the bra from spoiling or something.
haioz. ....i relaly miss him.. =(... ... sighs... im so scared too. i love him so much . but what if i get hurt again . i must be prepared fo rthat. .but i dunno. its not like somehting u can be prepare for . because feeligns are feelings. thats ur heart tellign u what u feel, what u do... u can never change what ur heart is thinking or feeling..
no one to replace him... really no one.. .sighs.. =/.. i just realy miss those happiness i spend with him. ....really.............. .....
i still cry even now.. .and i didnt know wha to do.
today cold wind blows.. very cold. cos last night rained i guess? yea. .cold.. but yet nice... and so nice to hidfe under the blanket... comf y with bloster.. but.. if only hteres someone else... ..
k ba.. haiz.
no one knows the future.. how i wish.. .. yea. how i wish. this man could fly all the way back to stay here fo r me. well, operhaps im not worth it after all. .thast why that iddnt happen
mata
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