Causes sickness =/

gosh. hi guys. sorry. internet was down yet again =( couldnt blog. sighs. anwyay glad now i can do this with his help.. .o well. yea. so.. uh huh. hopefully tahan till bro can figure how to fix it once more ba. really thasnk to the samsung galaxy s phone. though. .i think other phoen also can do that isit? dunno

anwayy, sighs. couple of days back since my last blog here was chaos .
just numb, tired. and totally given up all hopes.
yea. was so sick. guess thast what i did to myself ba. i don blame anyone .
haiz but yea. it was madness. all sick and beat out inside out somemore... stil ldo crazy things. bt yea.
its over now ba. im just waiting for my blocked nose to unblock, and coughs to stop soon. i hope.
at least fever after coupleof days, now ok alreyad ba.

sick still must work. sad still must work. no hope still must work. 

anwyay, my neck theres this cut. red and fresh. wait. like deja vu.. i don think i blog this right. ... dunno. but anwayy. .eya. then my colleagues thoguht look and asked if that was a love bite. i was like. waht???????/ nooooooo!! it was a red cut sia! omg. so paiseh. i could feel the heat coming outta my face..  my manager say my face so red. omg . i was blushing like mad. somemroe theres the male colleague standing in front of me. omg. paiseh sia. i ask them look carefully. its jsut a cut!! omg.....

haiz. this new manager.. like. .... heart not at work u know. haiz. what can i say man. ...

anwy, today such a diaster. but .. troublsome,. .but i answer this vvvvvip very well. i think. ha. anwayy yea. haiz. wasted my off time also. forget it ba. don wanan say anything. but yea. she's such an important figure. and im so glad to be able to talk with this shareholder even for a short while. phew. thast nice

so yea. haiz. not been eating full ywell and all.. so tired out and sleepy from sickness....
.... im jsut gald im feeling better abit now.ytd so much worse sia. sighs. i still pull mysefl to go work though. =/ .much to be done. 

my fren tell me that he recently first tiem went to this club at rebel. saw 2 girls. totally drunk. and the guy.. in the open act, grinding her hard behind her back or .. i dunno la. jsut so disgusting. just grind hard ba. i was like. no. we both were like. .wtf?? dunno ba. nowadays i cant stand bitches and sluts. they fucking pissed me off so badly. shameless. and so disgusts at the thought that they throw away their prides as a woman. wtf right. yea at leats my fren is a decent one. lol. was poking fun at him as a wolf. no la. he couldnt be... i think =.= 

anway... haiz.
just don wanan talk more about bloody bitches. makes my blood boil so much.

sighs. wanna eat but no appetite =/ 

sighs. i slept for only 3 hours or so. sianz.
duno what to do . just feel like watching tv and don wanna slp even though so sleepy. 

i'll always remind myself with what i just gone through. must be careful i wont drop into the piles of rocks and knifes underneath again.
..so tired of climbing out process.

somethings jsut disgusts me so much.

ha

.. o well... sighs.

if only im not so sleepy now eh. o well.

no appetite .but wil ltry go find soemthign to eat later ba . so sleepy. but cannot. musnt sleep.

hate my blocked nose. grr....

haiz .today been such a longgggggggggg day. dunno how to say. a day without proper sleep.

=.= zzzzzzzzz

but worth it ba for my vvvvip.

haiz. heartpain till scik more. so baka of me.

anwayy, yea. so much to blog. but perhaps i forgot yet again .

dunno what to do now., eat abit of rice. then snack abit too?

wahtever ba. i sjut wanan sit and relax..

oh so galf thats bros pics can be recovered! gosh... his cam cant read his memory card. wth. so scary. thoght all memories of pics gone. 

...haiz. k ba.
thafs all. and yes. im starting to disliek my neew manager liek evryone else.
wth is wrong with their eyesight =/
whast wrong.. .sighs .

jaa mata