2nd Last day

...saying goodbye to sam is difficult.. cant hold back my tears.. doesnt wish to look up in his eyes with me crying... i total broke down when i saw him.. cos been wanting to see him so much today... then thought really cant at all.. but he came.. without me knowing beforehand.. ...7hours.. 7 hours... gotta remember that.. aint that far.. just expensive to go.. i allow myself to cry now.. but.. i gotta be strong by... end of next week?.. need time to get over it abit..so.. yeah.. give myself one week.. hopefully i'll be strong enough and get it through.. ..

oh.. wore this top me bought so long ago.. erm.. previous chinese new year.. then today me wore it, and found out it's a dress. a very mini dress.-_- but can be use as top la.. that time cos don wear mini dress.. thats why feel weird bah.. like wonder how come so short.. now that i pull it down, its a dress to me.. ha. cos wear before mah.. short dress.. but thats becos he was there with me.. so... its alrite.. ...o well......

.....morning wokey.. feel down...with abit of sorrow.. thats normal i guess.. cos that day is near.. today is 2nd last day.. ..final day..is tmr.. ...sigh.. oh.. was kena pull to go for bbq by izan too.. sigh.. oh dear..

this morning in the train, my phone received a msg.. my tone is the transformer one.. then 2 mens standing beside me were taking out their hp from their pockets to check.. XD hahaha.. so funny.. at the same time somemore...

sam say he walked past my previous outlet in p.p.. then purposely say loud2 that the shop is messy.. who wanna buy anything from it.. lol.. cos the bro said something about the figurine in the shop.. then sam say like that.. XD omg.. wow.. she heard it somemore.. then he told his bro about that infamous auntie.. and i was surprised.. his bro know about that infamous auntie.. hahaha... good.. more ppl know how shrewd she can be.. hm.. but... ...why do somehow my consious is.... ..tch.. i wish i can be more evil sometimes..

oh... so glad sam reminded me.. maybe cos of the book i gave him? or... he really still remember.. we're talking.. then suddenly he ask me about what dish he first cook fo me.. dunno isit me slp and tired that day,. .or too sudden to just think.. i answered wrongly. oops... then he gib me the correct answer.. very often me like to look back at those memories we shared since day one.. repeatedly.. me dun mind.. oh.. cant wait to look at those books again..if i see him. memories.. scrapbooks.. whatever u called it.. my hardwork.. :) hee..

hm.. thinking back.. about the news of mylie cyrus getting back with her bf.. one of the jonas brothers.. hm.. then that time she got another guy... but then somehow i knew it wasnt right.. cos in teh pics.. she doesnt look like herself.. as in really happy.. o well..

oh! sushi! ytd redz bought them at great offer.. wah.. having sushi as supper.. haha.. so happy to see him come back with those.. :P yummmy2..

oh.. think.. i'll upload the pics of underwater world to my face book only.. cos.. really too many.. will take so long.. sianz.. ha. yeah.. gotta wait for a very boring time, then me upload them..

k.. me better go rest soon.. .. sigh. .miss the comfortness while slping...

oh.. finally watched finsih the anime.. yay.. cant wait to watch the 2nd season. :) my boring day at work.. lucky get to watch.. otherwise dunno do what either..

mata... ....