Slping Early.. ?

hm.. nowadays...... ...after talking to sam.. and then he slp first.. ..so early.. .. me no mood to stay up also liao. . just feel like slping asap.. ..haiz.. staying strong.. gotta stay strong.. ... ganbate pauline... ..hm.. sigh.. now im thinking.... ....what to do end of year.. quit or not to.. ... im so confused now. dunno what to do. but i want money.. but i want a long break. i... ...sigh dunno.. im so confused... haiyo... but i guess no choice.. everything gotta wait til end of oct then can tell.. ..
argh!! ..me feel down thinking about it.. the days ahead seem so long and uncertain. .wanna do something to improve.. but yet gotta think of money and my family. this sucks.. i want money.. but nothing is gain through pain and hardships. so... well... what would i be sacrificing huh?.. ..
k.. for now gotta keep telling myself.. me gonna be working hard alongside sammy. he'll be fine ne.. .. k.. ..when wait till end of sep.. then see how. yes.. ard sep.... not ot.. oct too late to quit..
omg.. ..dunno me doing right thing anot.. ..

was sad when sam say he very tired cos keeping me company.. :( but yeah.. im so gonna make sure tmr he slp early no matter what. hm.. tmr though.. .. morning so gonna be bloody boring.. nvm.. go back to watch anime bah.. .. haiz

ytd my off day.. hehe.. tried out web date.. XD sumtin new ne.. hehe.. webdate huh.. ..hm..

oh.. read somewhere in news.. omg.. megan fox from transformers.. sh used to be a guy. and they never deny it.. -_- omg.. then bro's frens and me start looking at her face... -_- ya.. dunno.. but.. really got the man look.. omg.. so weird.. brrrr.... lucky me not those mens who took interest in her. eww.. but yeah.. it was shocking.
and to think she stillcompare herself to angelina.. hm.. -_- weird ne.. ..

haiyo.. this is argh.. my fren's fren with his fren drop by. both of them work in same company. we first time meet. after that, he keep pestering my fren whole day till get my number -_- omg..... yeah.. sammy say burn them XD

tch.. .. hm.. should i slp..?.. .. feeling blue.. sammy should be slping soundly now.. .....hmm..

today thank goodness got sammy to msn with again. otherwise.. yeah.. today been a really fast nice day again.. thx to sam. otherwise my days would be.. argh boring..

then my fren drop by also.. today had lunch with me. yes.. so nice to be alone free.

hm.. k bah.. me slp soon..

..o well....... ..

i hope tmr will be another nice day.. ...

mata.... ...