hm... felt alittle lonely back theer.. going home alone.. thought theres a chance for me to go home with someone.. feeling down.. somewhat alittle sad.. arrived.. walking up.. as usual... legs were so tired.. couldnt even walk anymore.. so glad tmr off...
then reach home.. mum told me about how daddy drinks.. and blah3.. ..sigh.......... so disappointing... im so glad im not there to witness it all... thats why i say.. my mum.. she's so strong.. able to hang ard my dad for so long.. for me.. if i had a husband like that, i would've go hang myself already. again.. not say my dad is... sigh.. o well.... long story.. long story.... .......... ..sigh... if only he never started drinking....... .... :(
this morning.. found out my mp5 screen broke. history repeated itself.. that happened to my very first mp 3 as well. and i used it for ard one month too. coincidence? ha.. yes.. very. disappointed.. but... forget it... im not gonna get one again.. would rather consider getting the video recorder or something from creative. see how.. well.. lets look at things this way.. no music.. i got time to rest or perhaps read a book in the bus.. no need to get upset wheneveer theres a sad song.. my ears will be safer too. ..o well.......... no affinity..with mp players... -_- ha
hm.... weird.. last week perhaps?.. eat quite alot.. then recently.. stop eating altogether.. hungry now... i think.... i'll be eating later.. cos.. yeah.. ytd never eat, then go slp.. even bro was asking me.. why recently me keep slping so early.. ha. o well.. cos really too tired.. he was cooking last night.. XD so tempting.. ha.. but i go ahead and slp anyway...
....cnt belive.. my 2nd last date is tmr.... ...sad huh.... ..yeah.. very... ...how i i wish things aint like this... .......
i dunno why.. so many customers.. especially oub.. always first ask me if im working part time.. when i say no, they'll be like.. oh.. i thought you're still studying and doing a part time job... then they ask me how old am i.. and say i really look so young like 16.. thats what happen again today. -_- haiyo.... like that.. how ppl gonna take me seriously.. if me look too young.. then.. dunno la.. would ppl take me seriously for what i say anot... especially at work.. hm.. o well.. dun fret for now bah..
this decent malay looking guy was walking with his girlfren. walking past my shop.. then dunno why. .suddenly let out a frenyly smile at me.. =.= geez.... if im that girl, i sure super heartpain.. how can a guy do something like that. argh... maddening!
...well... gonna cherish from the sec now.. till me start work again..
wish me have lots of fun tmr.. enjoy myself.. stressfree.. and.. relax... whatever.. ha.
jaa, mata!
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