Great Starting

hm... sad to hear that sam not been able to slp well..or fast at home.. but so glad he fell aslp just now at my house within secs. XD! hahaha... yeah so fast.. then.. overslpt.. for.. hm.. he slpt for 2 and half hours i think.. wow. :) hope later he can fall aslp easily again..

hm... so late already.. me haven slp... yeah.. wakey late.. then too hungry, decided to cook maggi just now.. just finish bath.. after online... hm. should be slping at ard 3am plus.. dun care about tmr.. so glad and happy sammy pull me through today... makes my day seem so much more happier and better... really... :)

lets talk about morning... ....sigh... heart so pain... mum was talking about how daddy been jobless for so long now... yet he.. .. sigh.. i asked her to stop talking about him.. cos me too heart pain.. but she never heard me i guess... so.. me just listen.. cos thinking she need someone to talk to i guess.. ... i realised... i really cant afford to tatke up partime job.. if i wanna learn something new outside, i gotta handle my fulltime job as well.. besides money for parents, i wanna save up alot too.. so can go there every once in awhile.. i really wanna go for the lessons.. but.. with my job.. plus the lessons..together,.. i dunno if i can make it through all these.. ..not especially when sammy not ard anymore... ..sigh.. .. argh.....! guess all these.. i'll think about it again when its after nov or something..

k.. then at work.. sammy's great.. bought me breakfast burger king..then the rocky road.. really kick off my day with so much happiness. really give me energy to kick start my day.. :) yeah.. today's my first day of hell for 5 fullshifts. so... yeah.. so glad today feel real good.. :) thx to sammy! hm... but in morning.. blown up 33 balloons and tied them up for customer.. thought would get swollen finger again. .but to my dismay,.. -_- i get blister. then bloody hell... XD another customer came along and ask me to blow and tie balloons again! and my blister burst! huu~.. worse this time.. now my skin peel off.. huu.. good thing no more tying balloons.. cos my other finger just abit more, gonna get blister also. can see a dot there already..

..yes... morning got plenty of energy.. but second half shift... gosh. .dunno whats wrong with my body.. suddenly so weak and tired... i hatee that feeling.. argh... then rch home, slpt for abit, and feel better... now.. hm.. tired.. but better now bah..

me learned from raz that that auntie milo was complaning izuan that he's lazy, and she dislike working with lazy ppl.. she dun wanna work with him.. hm.. that auntie ar.. ..forget it... -_- dun talk about her liao..

hm... wed night go club.... ....never done that before. lol. hm.. i dun feel good now. gosh.. dunno why... i think im too tired.. ahh.... dun think... dun think.... dun think of anything......... grr.... cant wait for friday!!

im so surprised izan really drop by today.. wow.. to think i was talking about how i wish she would come down to mw few days ago. ..long story.. lazy to explain here... lets just say.... darn it! XD me only get to say about... 49% of how i feel. ha... dunno la..

argh...! dun wanna talk about work already.. haiz

mata