............after sending sam back.... ...i walk up the staircase alone back home... gosh... memories of how he used to carried me up the stairs when my legs are so tired.. how we always play ard in the lift.. while waiting for lift.. everything2... suddenly pops up into my mind.. sometimes i feel if its so cruel.. leaving behind all the sweet memories thats so vividly alive.. ....i'll hang on... its so tough.. but i gotta.. will try not to think too much.. difficult.. but gotta try.. ... mum open up the door.. say she'll support me.. ...thx mum.... today my 2nd last date with sam is over.... ......such crulety.....:(
today.. simple sunday... :) first time sunday morning at 10 plus went to town have breakfast.. with redz bro sam and me. wow.. :D happy!!! hehehe... me love it.. we went to have breakfast at burger king.. then went to ion... redz got the special invites.. thats why we can go in today.. opening is actually 21 july. hm.. alot of branded shops there.. bro went to work first.. me redz and sam walk ard exploring.. theres this ceiling which looks like undersea water world.. haha.. we went to prints shop.. then walk ard.. we came across levis.. went in.. and redz is late for work as a result cos he and sam bought some stuffs.. members too... haha... :) guys shopping!! me like a belt there.. but.. nah... oh.. then both of them become a member.. and get a free levis watch. haha. good deal..
after that.. redz rush to work.. left me with sam.. we go find bro.. then look at the sunglasses there.. haha.. look only la! at lv shop.. we're both slpy.. and tired.. cos ytd slpt at 4.. wakey at 8plus.. yeah.. im so tired now.. even after some slp just now.. erm.. so.. we went to find a ncie cold drink.. came across this round2 fountain.. hahaha... we end up playing with the water.. and pebbles.. XD :P so fun.. and relaxing in a kind of way.. :) im happy sam get to relax so much today.. and have fun. :) hehe. ^^ and im so glad he's able to join in for today. :) so nice isnt it.. :) hehe...
we sat down at mc.. get ice coffee.. then walk ard again.. cos got new found energy.. ha. walk to orchard centre point?.. hope i get the place name right.. the new shop.. erm.. alot of new shops.. alot never heard before.. we just walk2 ard.. he get to play abit of game.. then.. yup..... basically its just window shopping.. after that.. too tired... ha. .we went home... then we fell aslp for a few hours...
thats why i say.. its a simple day today.. alot of window shopping.. morning enjoy with family.. rch home about 5.30pm.. then rest till night! haha... yes.. relaxing.. fun! :) especially with him ard........ i'll always2 be so happy... ...
......thought im gonna slp right after this.. but.. nah.. wanna settle something by tonight..
hm..... he's my family.. one who'll always be on my mind..every sec.. everyday....
geez... see... ....suddenly cant remember what else me wanted to type... ..cos.. yeah. .thinking about today.. .. really.. ...so nice.... .... i wish this can go on more... .....
i really belive... almost anything is possible as long as you have faith.. and the determination to do it...of course the road will be tough.. even comes with pain.. but which road isnt. ...will ganbate lots... as long as he's there..
and for everyday, i promised to look back at our memories.. i'll try not to think too much.. cos sometimes hurts alot.. but still... memories.. from the start till now.. little2 words.. pictures.. events.. anything thats happened.. even if he forget some.. i'll still remember.. will do my best. as long as they're all in my heart and mind, thoughts everyday..
so much more to say.. but its getting late.. gotta go do my stuffs already.. im soooo tired...
hm. .hope.. tmr frenster will be ok.. cos still wanna blog there..
mata ne.. oyasumi...
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