High Blood Pressure Coming... -_-

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:(!!!!!!!! everything is soooooooooooooooooooooo wrong today!!!!!!!!!!! i felt terrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!! huu.... :( bloody hell.. sigh....... ..

so bored today.. ... i can really feel my blood pressure went up so high today. im so stress. about sales.. about alot of stuffs. then today.. chatting with sam in msn as usual.. but dunno why.. he seems busy.. reply back is only a word or 2. ..sigh.............. but yeah.. at night. ..ok.. back to normal.. ..
then at night closing.. thank god a customer help me out on time. boost my sales a little bit more. im freaking stress whole day today. like everything so freak up. luckily at night chase after bus, manage to get home early. supposed to go back with my fren. but totally forgot.. cos was so rushing home.. then batt die out in bus.. my lappy batt. ytd izuan asked me go back with him through train.. then today tot will be alone. .but.. ha. o well.. still alone. nvm. .me just wan my bus reach home asap.. not wait for other pl bah.. ..
boss was angry about ytd's sales. so?? not my prob. wth man!
my fren ask me wanna sell drug anot. but im not tat freaking stupid to do such a thing. so what got tons of money? im not an idiot. shoot. but dunno he jokingly ask or what. should be real. since he got tons of 'dirty' ways.

then reen called today. he always pop out like. .once in a very blue moon. -_- hm.. talked quite abit.. about the old times.. about eadiv.. azrul.. how they've been.. even luthfi.. he passed by pp today. he ar.. ...hm... ....well... doing quite ok.. .. infamous ex gf,.. ...regretted marrying the wrong guy.. her daughter misses him of course. ..haiz.. ...these ppl. ... hm.. oh well.. long history...
my pressure sure high now.. my colleague also. my dad got high blood pressure.. .. me.. .. really don wish to end up like him.. .

today really not a good day............ :( i want HOLIDAY... :( sigh........... what is it that i want in my life? i roughly know what i want. but how to get there. especially where money is concern. :(
when i come to this part,.. my plan frozed. i dunno where to go... but i dun wanna get stuck here.. .. so freaking confusing.. ...........

was walking with zuan to train.. near hmv,.. in front of us were this couple. .this gf holding big2 cinnamoroll. omg.. super fluffy and bouncy the ears =.= haha. wanna tae pic.. but cant.. cos she put in front of her already. s.. yeah. but me still love my kawaii expression fluffy cinnamoroll the best! hee

my fingers.. or both hands.. got so many cuts all of a sudden. -_- me cant remember when did i get them.. .. sigh. .work3.. .stress... abit unhappy.. especially. schedule. .me got another 4 full straight. .why3.. oh why...
why ONLY me.. is this fair?.. ..

oh... now the hollywood star jet li is a singaporean-_- wow.. ..ok.. ahem.. .. haha.. who knows.. maybe might get to meet him in street huh. ha.. ..

hm.. that maggie also right. ... oh no.. its gong li.. ..-_- ha.

'I like u'.. out of a sudden, these words actually appeared in my chatbox today. it feels so weird.. so not right. .i don even know him well. he knows my status. i dun get humans sumtimes..

things will be solved. me more worried about my own stuffs. end of year will be here soon.. .. whats my plan.. ...to proceed,. .or not. if wait, things changed. ...nvm.. k.. relax... ...months to go.. .. o well..... ...


hm... ............ belief.. .. gotta be strong..

...mata ... ...











-missing lots.... ...alot... ... when will the waiting wait...-