so tired.... cant wait for my off day!! after that, its gonna be 5 fullshifts. my life is gonna turn upside down after 5 days.. -_- dunno how me will end up..
:D! today sooooo happy!! such a wonderful day:) even though sam was angry about some..family issues.., and it spoiled his day,.. me glad to cheer him up.. and make him feel better.. cos he was smiling and laughing throughout the day :D yeah.. thats really great... hm.. first.. ...we went to had late lunch.. talk alot about michael jackson.. then.. before movie starts, we went to arcade. :) hehe.. wanna let him have fun and enjoy.. u know.. to get his mind off the unhappy events.. so.. change alot of coins, let him catch the soft toys as much as he want.. hehe.. me planned it already ne! when he send me the unhappy msg.. oh.. then soon after, movie starts.. wow.. the sofa special seat.. sooo comfy!! hehe^^ always comfy.. watched ice age 3.. cool. :) funny. me been wanting to watch that since last year?.. when the poster was out in bugis. ha. so.. yup. been anticipating for this movie so long.. so glad finally get to watch with him. :)
hm.. after movie... then.. walk to train station.. then went back home. hm.. sounds short eh? ha.. but to me no ar.. cos was having so much fun and enjoy so much.. it seems as if..its 12 hours full of laughter! :)
then... before sending him off,.. he's still so happy.. dunno whether wanna ask him about what really happen anot.. so... k.. ask him.. if he wanna tell.. its better.. me dun want him to have any unhappiness inside of him..and not sharing.. rather him to talk verything with me.. so.. yup... after talk.. make him smile again! thats a must. :)
ah.. he recorded me a msg.. in my phone.. me just found out only. ha... me use earpiece to listen.. ... lets just say.. ... yeah.. very4 sweet as always.. ...so true.. so heartfelt.. ..sincere.. so real.. i can really feel every single he said..he mean it.. ..and thats like so.. yeah.. truthful.. ..dunno how to explain.. :)
hm.. at the busstop.. ..he was talking about how life might've been if he's sign on to become a firefighter.. he could've stay with my family. my family wont mind. then.. he can get his bike.. send me here and there.. he can ride it anywhere too.. then.. get a nice tv.. clear my room.. ..sounds so.. ...perfect huh?.. ..as in a happy ever after life.. ... but well... ... sometimes... ...ppl chooses their own path... different decision.. different path u chosen.. takes you to a total different future.. it could be better.. but less happier.. i've always wonder... yes.. .. what would've happen if he really sign on his plan.. ...and stay here.. what if me pretend to be a bad and wildful girl and force him.. and to beg him to sign on..? ... ...its too late now ne..? ..
......haiz.. ..k.. tmr me gonna hang on till night.. then can happy for sometime.. before the nightmare shifts start. this time.. how i iwsh to take mc.. but wait they go cut my off... argh..
oh! yay! my game! succeed! hehe ^^ but mp5 video.. no.. hm... dunno why.. ..nvm.. later me maybe go check again ne..
mata ne...
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