02 February 2010

Busy Kitchen

newapaper.. this morning was reading it.. about 2 ppl in a singing competition are married today. was surprised.. cos didnt know the rumours were true.. they were dating for 3 years! haha.. the guy had 2 or 1 album on his hand.
then.. read this speech by the girl.. saying something.. about thank you to the guy or something? saying.. thought theres no real fairy tales about prince and princcess happily ever after everytime she broken up.. but finally she believe in it when he shows up. about though in between theres thoughts of breaking up, theres up and downs.. one of them had a bad temper.. stubborn.. and unromantic.. but yet.. i remember the last line she says.. to the guy.. 'i'll always be your princess.'
aww... such a wonderful speech.. =)

hm.. so.. this is the so-called wedding speech huh... hmm........... .... lol. i think i'll roughly have an idea of waht to say.. ehh.. hm.. i wonder.. not every wedding ceremony gotta do that right.. -_-
lol.. well.. who knows.. far future perhaps i shall find out. o well

oh.. today the kitchen is crowded abit. ha. bro and redz were baking in the kitchen. while me and mum were cooking. 4 persons in kitchen. like what sam and redz said.. sounded as though we're opening a restaurant. XD
but its nice.. i like that.. its a different kind of feeling.

hm.. tonight gonna gib sammy a gdnight call.. suddenly misses his voice like soooooo much. ^^ hehe. cant wait.

ohhhhh.... u know ne.. since sammy is starting his school soon,.. =/ well.. in case i ahve no one to chat to, heh.. im thinking of using this free time, to buck up my jap. my basic is alright.. but.. i need some 'connections' to link everything up.. so i could get a better understanding to everything. sounds good to me. so.. yup. we shall see. =)

omg.. so gonna get a job after march.. really cant wait. though would love to work, and earn money again, im still cherishing my free time here. cook,learn, do whatever as much as possible here.
save up for my phone before it gives me prob again.. i counted already.. every about 6 months, or 4, my phone would have prob. so not gonna send for repair again. argh.
hm.. after that, im gonna look forward to the day to see sammy again.. not sure when.. but yeah.. when he holiday, and me earn enough.. and yup...
anyway.. main thing is.. gonna save very hard.. cant just buy the things i like now..

oh.. that day, my parents and i went to get the new year tibits remember? ha.. me saw this satay fish tibits.. then not sure wanna buy anot.. dad cos got his pay, gave me a 5bucks to pay for the $3 item. though its a small gesture,.. i felt happy then.. hnm.. dunno.. not say happy then... hm... i dunno.. but its nice.. cos.. when's the last time he bought me something? ha.. i cant even remember when's the last time i ask for anything from my parents.
so.. yup. .thats why.. that packet of satay fish.. really.. hm.. cant explain ba.. somewhere near happy. ha.. .. simple me? ha.. i dunno.. just that.. im glad someone bought something for me for once.. xmas is a good one eh.. and birthday too. ha.. =P

hmm.. why ar.. so wanna hear his voice so much... cant wait for later ne.. ^^ hee.

its time.. for me to.. u know.. really2... ... haiz.
..i need to think things through.. make some rules for myself.. sometimes i really hated myself when i looked back some memories. =( sigh.

i know i love sammy alot. i dont wanna lose him.
there'll be give and take.. respect and communicate.. whatever it is, im prepared to learn more.. and gotta learn more..
how to say ne.. i try to sometimes u know.. look back on the day when we had our first few dates.. the first few months might always be the best and sweetest memories.. cos couples would be so polite to each other .lol
o well... =) swt.

oh... omg... couldnt believe this... ahhhh haiyo!! theres so much stuff never see sammy do!! cos too excited to see him, plus he and me long time never get to do those.. or see those.. then.. forgot about that.. =( ehhh.. huu.... sad sia.. haiz........
... sometimes its scary.. wondering if humans will say.. change just like that...
o well.. gonna note it down.. and.. well.. hopefully when we see each other again, he can do that for me ba.. wont be able to resist it =) hee..

gosh.. suddenly feel so sleepy.. O.o..
hm.. today.. finally.. i smile so much.. all becos of sammy.
i hope he read abit of the free e-book everynight though.. =.= hahaha... well... just hoping.. it'll get both of us to understand much more better.. still.. the most important part is.. as long as his heart is always on me..

maat ne!


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