mouth... i couldnt... i think i cried.. i hugged my stuff doggy tight.... hearing his soothing voice... i cried so hard.. afraid of my family to get notice of...
how did i react this way............
im a weakling now upon this moment...
but i do not care one bit.....
this weekend isnt fine at all...
i do not know.. how our conversation lasted for 31 mins........... ... i.... wanted to ask him questions...... but.. i couldnt open my mouth... i couldnt... i think i cried.. i hugged my stuff doggy tight.... hearing his soothing voice... i cried so hard.. afraid of my family to get notice of...
how did i react this way............
im a weakling now upon this moment...
but i do not care one bit.....
this weekend isnt fine at all...
it really sux..... to the core.... =(
me. no appetite to eat these few days........ i dont feel hungry.. somemore.. me wakey in afternoon... ...
time to time will wakey in the middle of the night.. or early morning.. then.. trying to slp back again.. why.. .i wonder... =(
im a person who doesnt mind not eating at all. i can take a meal a day. and im still feeling alrite.
i miss his voice so much
bro bought alot of items today.... alot of money spent must be.... =/ .... ..i do...not know what else to say...
felt kinda lonely when it comes to money matters.... .. =/
that day.. my mum asked me.. its like.. kinda hard for me to eat the dishes i wanna eat huh... she was right.. i noticed that about her too... we.. couldnt bear to eat the dishes we cooked... we'd rather have other ppl have a taste of it..
.. i wonder if my mum is aslp by now.. i... do not want her to see me cry... they were still handling the bed a min ago...
... ok.. goodnight...
this is the worse year ever... i do not even look forward to the cny.. and nope. i do not intend to shop for new clothes and shoes...
... for the very first time.. ... wow.......
have i changed...... .. yes.. i did.....
mata.
it really sux..... to the core.... =(
me. no appetite to eat these few days........ i dont feel hungry.. somemore.. me wakey in afternoon... ...
time to time will wakey in the middle of the night.. or early morning.. then.. trying to slp back again.. why.. .i wonder... =(
im a person who doesnt mind not eating at all. i can take a meal a day. and im still feeling alrite.
i miss his voice so much
bro bought alot of items today.... alot of money spent must be.... =/ .... ..i do...not know what else to say...
felt kinda lonely when it comes to money matters.... .. =/
that day.. my mum asked me.. its like.. kinda hard for me to eat the dishes i wanna eat huh... she was right.. i noticed that about her too... we.. couldnt bear to eat the dishes we cooked... we'd rather have other ppl have a taste of it..
.. i wonder if my mum is aslp by now.. i... do not want her to see me cry... they were still handling the bed a min ago...
... ok.. goodnight...
this is the worse year ever... i do not even look forward to the cny.. and nope. i do not intend to shop for new clothes and shoes...
... for the very first time.. ... wow.......
have i changed...... .. yes.. i did.....
mata.
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