there's this book across the web.. this author, a woman.. she was in a 7 years of long distance relationship. but. she was married!!! deng3*!! O.O wow... never get a chance to have a look at the actual book.. but it was amazing isnt it? she's married for 7years ldr?! cool. but.. not sure if she already had a child by then or not. anyway, i think its really inspirational. yup. hm.. seriously.. how did a married woman like her get through this. hm.. still... i guess it doesnt make much difference.. only thing is that, she's married. and had a 'contract' kinda bound to it. so yup.. like that nice fren of sammy.
gosh.. had a terrible dream.. huu... its yucky!! gosh.. and good thing sam msg my phone on time, as my head was next to it, i immediately woke up, and ended the nightmare. gosh. yeah.. its good,. usually me wont wakey from phone.. but this time, yeah.. great timing.
he ar.. ha.. always there for me. as though guarding me while sleeping. ahh...... ... i miss him so much.. even me here, he still manage to make me feel safe.. like.. me msg him tell him what happened.. then he reply back.. means alot to me. so comforting..... ..really feels liek he's here..
when i was with him in his room slping, i had nightmares.. he woke me up.. twice. which i saw him, was soooo frightened of him. ha. dunno why. anyway, now that i think about it carefully.. its quite amazing how he managed to hear me.. or.. hm.. i dunno... what kinda noise im making.. really not sure.. =/ but... well.. for a person like him who can sleep so tightly, and to notice me, =) im happy. i find it amazing. ^^ hehe.
wow
last night ne.. gave a call to sammy. =) it felt so great to hear his voice. really couldnt bear to hang up the phone. me told him how i feel about his gestures. he always put his hand beside me when im slping.. cos he's on the bed.. me on the floor.. so me would get to hold his hand and sleep soundly. one time, as days were drawing near, once again i saw his hand.. then i cried.. =(
even till now, everynight before sleep, sometimes i'll thought of that, and my tears will roll down again. its not surprising for my nights to be full of tears already... theres.. tears of joy.. miss... love..
.. yeah..
hm.. haiyo.. duno why.. so want sam to be here right now. today like.. extra craving for him =X i mean.. want him here.. yup.. bleahx. hahaha.
we'll do everything we can to make sure things work out between us, and we wanna be by each other's side at the end of the day.
the day will come.. so yup. will work hard.. will passes whatever thigns got throw in our faces..
we can make it. definitely.
i trust his words, he gave me hopes..
so lets have faith ne.
mata!
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