gosh.. its been warm these days.. hot hot hot... haiyo.
hoping it will rain soon. the climate totally changed around the world now. argh.. bad news around the world aint good.
3 years.. in 23years time.. should set a goal huh.. hmm..... ok.. ... i think i might know.. ha.
anyway.. lets talk about 2 years back. the first time sammy left me for sydney for 3 weeks holiday. sad of course.. =( one of the chatting night, he told me.. he hugged his bloster very tightly.. and whisper to the bloster... 'so wish you were here..'. =).. see.. i never forget that.
yeah i know how he feels.. me too.. of course everynight wishing i was there with him..
last night ne.. dunno why also.. i looked to my side.. there my teddy.. sitting there.. she's given to me by sammy.
overccome by a uncertain kind of emotion, i reaches out my hand, and touchy the tip of her nose.. then i feel her face.. her head.. her fur is so smooth and soft.. i then 'asked' her.. ' do u miss ur sammy?.. you miss him too huh.. i misses my sammy too..' then, i huggie her into my blankie.. as my tear rolls off my cheek.. and off to lala land we meet.
hm...... today didnt cook.. my day.. pretty much the same..
just.. finding some websites where i can get some info on.. thats all.. while i work, or nothing much to do, perhaps i can feed off that. get some foundation before i start the real thing.
..=/ well... as long as the 2012 dont come true yet. technically speaking, its about 2013. cos its already dec.. O.o
well.. not gonna take things too lightly just in case there's even a 1%.. so.. for these 3 years especially, i wanna do almost everything i can..,.. that i wanted.. that.. at least i.. can accomplished. when the deadline is gone, I shall take things more seriously.
that doesnt mean im not serious now. i am. just that, in the future, things might just get a little different.
well.... end of convo.. XD ha.
oh, there's this person's personality.. its like.. i need that kind of attitude now. im trying to learn.. yes.. that'll do good for me..
hm..
oh yea.. again.. was so sleeping by the end of night.. O.o.. wakey also.. =/
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