Finally 3rd Day Of CNY

last night gave sammy a call.. apparently, he couldnt remember a thing. hahaha........ aw... it was so nice..

i wonder what he msg me in the morning...... =/ he say he did.. but i never receive it.. or. ..perhaps i deleted it accidentally.. anyway.. yeah.. im really curious.. cos every msg counts from him alot. o well..

wow.. 3rd day of cny.. over just like that.. ha.fast eh.. from cny eve..till now.. like.. wow.. and i've been so tired too.

hmm..... .............. well..... happy for sammy.. he got a personal invite to his fav sport.. hm.. he's really good.
just..thinking.. ..why am i so lucky to have him huh.. fate? destiny? ...
hm.. oh.. anyway, webcam with sam just now.. really nice to see him. so charming as ever... alluring in a way... =3 naw... love him! haha..

saw the news from italy... =/ gosh.. the mud slide.. over 100 cases already in days.. i pity them all =( u should've watch teh video.. its like. the whole half of moutain all got washes away. =/ falling down.. sliding away.. gosh.. another sign of earth ending?

haha.. o..k... didnt think i'll be thinking this way one day... maths is fun. kinda in a way i think. =) now i understand how ppl really come to like it so much. ha.. why couldnt i feel this way years back?.. anyway.. it can be really3 frustrating as well.. when u couldnt find the way to solve it. argh. haha.

ne.. i find that my hair looks abit browner weeks after i got back from sydney.. my skintone too. its like.. in the pics, me sitting next to bro,.. i dunno.. but.. me look really3 dark! my skin.. haha,.. hm.. i like it though. i dont mind. yup. sun is nice ^^

u know.... ...some matters will happen.. if its too bad, u wouldnt wanna tell anyone..even with the person closest to you. but. .its hard.. hm.. cos.. u never say anything.. and so.. u're suffering alone.
=/ i..dont like that. i dont think anyone will like that. but the intention.. is maybe it'll be better for everyone if its being kept as a secret.. ..

i was out for abit this afternoon... alone. suddenly i feel so lonely. but i tell myself.. its just..u know..
but i know.. i always picture sam with me.. me tired today.. perhaps thats why was feeling weird abit.

hm.. k.. gotta go rest later... hm.. bro tmr back to work.. so.. yeah.. tmr see how ba..

oh.. regarding my cousin's matter,.. her mum was saying they're just classmates. then my other cousin ask.. tehn she'll get married to hong kong.. then her mum reply.. 'not ok with me'. meaning she's not ok with that. lol. i understand.. she's their only daughter.. but my mum's right.. its her daughter's decision.. if she wanna go, why stop her?
well....... after uni, say.. if really the rich hong kong guy wont go back there, ha.. if he stays,.. lol. i might get another hong bao soon in years to come. XD lol. nah.. jk... well... gdluck to her ba.. though me dont really like her.. cos of the way she treated my late grandma =(
sigh... o well.. one of my sensitive topics about grandparents. dont talk ba.

mata ne