BORED

sigh.. back to work soon. .shifts changed.. sux.. =((
what to do.. can only hang on.. duno what else to do.. i kinda miss hanging out at night =./
anyway, today been so bored.. =/ online9 till sick of it. .nothign to do.. =(((
very bored.. same old hting. .sighs... =(
was htinking.. of how to change my lfie... =/ how to makeit different.. while let some thigns remain the same...
i duno.. answer yet.. sighs..
so sianz..............
i really dread heading to bed right now=/ meaning im headin to worksoon.. sighs..
not all that bad. it does keep my mind off certain thigns.. yet.. yea.. its tiring u know..
hope tmr busy ba=/

o well...
if u asked me between today and ytd,... i duno which day to prefer. to head out, or be at home being bored and waiting..
i duno.
tch... relaly wish tmr off.. ha. o well.
hmmmm

coming to sep eh.. thats a good thing..
next 3 months are gonna be crucial.
busy and busy i hope. just let the periods gone.
im stress today. heavy hearted.
very. im not sur e why either. just felt a stone in my heart. sux dude.. =/
the stone aint relaly lifted yet. goodhhting i get to watch a movie with sam.. ashort while..better than nothign eh.

haiz..... o well. k.. i htink i;d better get a shower, and slp..

...weird.. just realsied.. my neck watch still moving.. i didnt twine it ne.. it stopped... then it moved again O.o i like it so much that i thought of slping wiht it lastnight.. then like.. hm.. nbah.. doesnt feel right. lol. betetr dont. ha. newly bought item ne.. u never know. XD naywy, cant wait to wear it to work tmr. yes.. hope its gonna last.

haiz.... argh!!!! hang on for my work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.. just han gon..
better than to stay at home huh.. todya.. feels lonoely abit. .cos bro and redz went out.. yea..me at home. .duno what tod o.. so bored.. no sam.. no one. .just wnt to eat with mum.. sighs.... =(
i duno what to do with my life somehtinms.. the empty space left behind by sam..

oh.. hope he get to earn money tmr ba..

=/ wish i could tak eit the same way as he do...to me.

mata