Happier Times Lies In The Past

gosh... tha bra could kill me.. =.= my right side of shoulder keep on hurting.. so pain =( yea. .especially right side. i duno why =/
haiz... just use my  hand and massage.. what to do.. =/
oh, just now at interchange.. bus there.. theres this couple.. talk so loud beside me. somewhere the bf was actually snding her.. as in waiting for her to hop onto bus. =.= sianz... see that ne. .like .so wanna bash them up -_-..... argh.....................
o well.. what to do=( jus reminded of sam used to wait bus with me ..and send me home =(
he had a bad dream.. i think this is  the 2nd time. .same kind of bad dream.. but this time me cant hug him.. nor can he wakey, and come over my side and huggie.. =( =/ haiz.. sad ne.. if me also swear dun wan this type of dream =( very sad.. huuu... but think he should be able to get over it quickly ba.

day was so slow.. =/ sianz.. tmr .haiz... i dread tmr.. =/

..... didnt had any propoer dinner. .cos too many ppl.. well, explanatiions are long. so yea..

hm.. very thirsty.. throat so dry and uncomfy..
hm.. weird.. i think i forgot to say something here.. gosh.. i cant remmerb =/.
hmm.. o well. .nothing much to say alreyad i guess... tired. =/

oh now i remmebr!!! omg. memory sux. =(

wanted to say.... i was lookey through my pics from sydey.. suddenly feel happy abit. .cos remember all hte views, sam.. good times.. =) then i was in for a surprise.. ..i thought. .i was like. .how come i look so different in thse pics? seems to be the haircuts.. ... then... hm.. i duno.. perhaps it is.. but .. somehow.. i look so much happier then.. =(......
i duno... i wonder if i ever look that wya now... =;( sucks.. =/ ha.. thats why.. sometimes im afraid to look back at photos.. sure cry.. o well...... what to do.. =/
i guess... main potint is.. well.. i have more stress than then. cos.. lesser time to spend with someone.. and relax.. to go out with.. l;ook forward with.. so.. didnt have the past happy times to look foprward to ba.. always finish work.. can look forward to meeting him..eat..go out.. or what.. haiz..... so yea. tha kind of feeling.. but stresses aboiut work when me still in atz.. still.. thres my number support. him. so.. yea.. but htings doesnt make it any easier knowing he;s leaving one day... =/


feels so different.. =/ wish i could be happier.... .. haiz........
haiyo.. my shoulder still hurts... =/ sux..
gosh.. gonna be so tired.. hm.. me wakey still now.. .. but gald to be awake .. cos later slp, open eyes, gonna start work alreayd after couple of houirs=( and i dun liek that way. like.. my day never end like that. as though i tok 3 hours break or so, then back to work =/

yea.. ..so been long since i went out or take a break right?.. hm... o well. .see how ba.. sometimes i wonde rif im a super busy person or what.. like.. i duno.. i just don feel happy =/
last night sam said something so heartfelt touching =')
he say.. sometimes its like just by knowing im right there , he'll be  so happy going to slp.. or falling aslp.. yea.. =) so happy to hear that.. those words are priceless =) sobx..
sweeettttttttttt
tch.. yeah.. how can i slp everynight happily if he's aint with me.. oh.. i got an idea.. but... .. sigh. .wouldnt work well thogh =(.. could try to video call him when we slp.. then slp together. .leaving phone on till batt runs out.. or.. yea.. just kinda cu tit off by itself...
but. .=/ we dont really get chances where we'll go to bed together.. so.. yea.. that might not happen.. but it'll be nice if its possibe eh.. lol. .i don think im gonna keep my eye shut though.. will watch him slp.. and then weeps.. XD ha.. o well. .what to do =P
haiz...
k.. time fo rme to slp eh...
tmr. .gonna be so rush. ..hm.. o well. .i hope time flies
...''if the way they love you isnt what u want it to be, doesnt mean they dont love u just as much..'' duno whats the excat words.. but read it somewhere... and.. yea.. i tihnk its good.. i mena... yea..

opposite attracts.. ha. indeed thats for our boss. and her partner. was talking about them to my colleague. she agrees too. 2 of them so different, yet.. .uh huh ^^
well, love knows no bounds. hehehe.
hm.. i think.... they shouldbe coming back to sg soon... yea.. cant wait to see them. ha.
gonna be so nervous all over again.. gosh.. plus my regional manager from melbourne.. should be coming ard.. sep> ? i duno .. should be.. gosh.. nervous.. hope things will go well.

hmm...... o well.... thats about it hten...
hmm........ work hard eh.. haiz.. oh.. these dasy wanna save also fail.. cos must buy useful stuffs.. =/ then expensive when u add up together.. o well.. next month will try harder ba. ..  haiz.....

hm.. cant wait for new phone ne...

o well.. slowly save up..... and.............. get the things i want. .cos i save hard.. and.. .may the biggest prize be unfolding itself in the time fututre ahead..  i... o well. who know shwat gonna happen.. just.... try to save as much ba =/
mata