STUPID MISTAKE!!

words.. cant describe how i feel now =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( sigsh.... =////
stupid action, cause me so heartpain...
and hte loading sooo bloody slow now=((( such a simple thing turn out this bloody way.. sighs.ss...
so stupid...
stupid9999
shi*... how could this have happen>? one simple step could;ve solved everything. but thanks to stupid refresh, sh*t.... =((( so sad now.. sighs. .veyr 3 bottom sad.. i feel so down =(((
this couldn'te suck more. i duno.
sianz... totaly ruined my night. day was good. not bad.
only sam's words manage to calm me down.. still, i feel so .. .sighs..
sianz.. soo overy sianz.. though i found another number i do liek a lil.. stil li feel that hte previous one i sthe best=( sighs... but if i let go of hte number ilike now, duno ..... ....wil li regret again likw now anot. .gosh. .this is disgusting. .i ahte making a choice liek this!!!!!!

sighs.. in the ned . though i do like hte number.. i duno. i guess.. im giving it up.. so yea.. =/
no mood to eat either. .so hungry.. but yea.. =(( where got mood to eat still? haiz.. only nbecos sam want me to eat, then i think i would be just.. tyr to eat abit of meats or what.. so yea. haiz............
=/ feel so down.. may tmr be a beter day.
todya work was alrite. it was all good. me in my top shape to work and stuff.
haiz. .but with a night liek this,.. sianz righ=(

theres 2 angmoh guys drop by our shop today. gosh my colleague soo ofunny. long story. don wan explain. so yea. .i gues to most girls, they are deem as very goodlooking=.= , my fren say he saw the tag on one of the guy.. he;s a doc at ch or sumitn.
then me only do my usual job.. smile and say hi. then somehow when my colleague took them to other side, and show them stuffs, then they walk back,.... ok.. just when they walk back, i was serving this customer. jus nice. so i walk to counter, oh yea.. todya whole day slpy.. haiz. luky busy enuff.. anyway, so yea. .i served cust at counter.. hten when im done, my manager told me that they seem to be wanting to takl to me. i was like NO WAY... =.=''''''
then she say the blonde guy when outta the shop, stil lkeep standing outside and look at me, then my manager was like. .looking back at him, tehn back to me.. like turn2 head.. looking at what he's looking at. omg. maybe she see wrong. then she say one of hte non blode guy walk past shop.. but he neve r look in ba.
i was like. .no.. u saw wrong. .she say its true.. and say im a very attractive person. dotsssssssssssssss... ok.. its nice compliment. but.. omg. .. too much alreayd ba.. me where go tso nice. geez!!

then today, my collegua, came up from behind, and say eihter somehing, or he go boo! then me shocked, and scream out loud. omgggggggggg =.=''''' everyoje including all customer slok at me. all laugh, and my collegaus also laugh till cry sia. omg... so paiseh.. hopefully the custoerm swont complain. hiz. he's so playful. dots... luckily my manger not around.  otherwis espells trouble.

so yea. .these 2 events happened.. and tonmight.. the 3rd one. .sighs.. tough luck. trying to refresh apage.. i have no idea its gonna happen. .somehow it wasnt my fault i know. .cos i din know a thing, and ma trying to chec k out the voucher which couldnt be clikc! but i stil lblame myself. sianz..
stupid..

i keep on forgetting. .just take thigns easy.. u knwo.. sighs.. =/ tch.. i shoudlnt get so stress and upset over al lthese. .just let it go.. i duno.. its tough.. i tlak to bro and redz sometiems,  like. .sighs. .they never pay attention.. i dun feel so.. =/ lack of care is what i felt.. =( huuu....
sad huh.. o well..
sighs.. then what else.. o well.. tch.. .why is getting a phone numbe so bloody togh.. gosh...
its jus tme i gues.o well.

hai.z.. me haven eat yet.. so not good. .geez.... still no mood to eat. i gotta try and let go... o well. .hope i'll learn it soon.. just u know... o well..

tough on myself isnt good at all. only harmful to me.
suddenly felt as though im back to those days before i met sam.
but not tottaly same.. cos.. yea. .at least i have smoeone to share some woes with.. and.. o well.

tch. .sianz.. kk.. me wil lbrace up real soon eh.. i hope. .being busy at work really helps.. so yea..
sighs.. sianz.. tch. .thinking abou hte stupid mistake.. gosh!!!!!!

oh yea. .my boss husband ne, sold his housem in order to help our boss get her dreams fulfilled, cos he think it could work too. her plans. so he sold it, omg.. so.. wow.. yea. .huge risk, but he relaly did it. and see hwat happen =') its worjht it... gosh.. look at the shop now.. =) aw.w.... tough, but they pull it through. wow.. thats why i really respect them.

mata!!