Memory DOwn

oh dear... sighs.. memory been bad enough. not say that serious.. but yea.. like. .thinknig about one thing, hten next second, when wanna note it down. i will be like. .huh?? what was i thinking about just now?? then today, my colleague 's name also took such a long time to recall. not say long.. but awhile.. then trying to remember hwat my 2 other frens names just now, also couldnt remember.. omg.... this is not good. sighs... im focusing my sights on the wrong thing i guess=/

dream.. ha.. yea.. had a deam.. of him.. was like hanging on tight to him.. cos knowing htat im gonna leave.. then.. yea.. snuggle.. walk close2.. ...ha. o well. .better don think now. will sad.


did i mention this>?? i duno.. the other night or last night? i was crossing carpark again. .then initially was focusin on any cars nearby, hten somehow mind wanders off to duno where.. then think4... me alreyad passed the carpark. and was looing down on the road all the time. =.= if a car come runnig down towards me from carpark, i wouldnt be typing here liao =.= dots.. omg.. im sooo gonna do my best to kick this habit man.. haiz... sooo not good. evrythign not good now=( sighsssssssss

oh thta day met my fren sin bugis right, lol. forogt to mention. i was looking at stuff, co smy fren always late. grrr=.=
then i turn my head, right in front of me theres this beautiful bridal gown. lol.. my first reaction? i was like ''oh god, shi*.'' XD lol.. was so funny.. that was my first thought! ha. .cos yea..u know my situation.. thats why see gowns, wil lbe alil.. yea.. ha. .o well

today a customer, very nice, decent looking, with the accent of erm.. i duno.. british accent? hte one harry potter accent. .yea. .that. he bought something from us after me intro him blah3 stuffs.. then like. he ask fo rmy number, insists on asking me out for a drink. DOTSsssssssssssssssssssssss -_-.....
veyr nice person, but that is soo and too weird cos im not single. by dropping by sg 2 to 6v times a year, uh huh.. no.. i hope he wont patronize our shop again. so paiseh. .dots... -_-'''
so weird.. like.. yea.. why so many.. o well.
anyway, couldnt be bother. just hope tmr he wont drop by. =.=

sg is gonna have 6.5 million of population... hmmm.... i don mind... but. .just dont give us anymore bloddy philipinos.. haiz.. yea. .alot of my angmoh customers, say htey alreayd living in sg 2 years ago.. i wonder hwat happened i2 years ago.. hmm....
mnaybe thats when hte gonverment started all those migration eh?
o well.... even on national day, u see angmohs among the crows=,= i was like. . o..k.. something new.. XD like.. uh huh.. imagine they say the pledge as such.. ha.. o well

phone... tch... soo much chepaer.. haiz.. how3??? haiz.. i duno.. .=/
hm.. well.. starhub huh.. .. o well. i duno. but i got a feeling after getting sam's reply. , im gonna decide alreyad.. and i think. .im heading for it tmr night. so yea.. o well..
btw, singtel at ion sucks!!! the service suckx!!!!!!!!!! omg.. dont ever go there. sianz.. =.=
idiots there. but by rading negatives comments with starhub and singel, omg. .i hope my phone whichever line it is, will turn out fine=. / other wise throuble brews.

sighs. .2am alreayd=/ slping at this time again.. haiz.. oh ytd slpt earlier abit. .so yea..
o well.. wake up to another day ba.. i hope its good=/ i duno.. sighs..

haiz.. i thought destress could only be done with his smile and love.. yea. .perhaps like he said.. i should plan a night outside then.. duno what to do yet.. =/ haiz. .o well... see how ba.. stil la long time to go.. but maybe need to 'book' ppl first. dots. arghhh.. .going crazy alreayd. so many thigns to handle.. =/
haiz... ... what should i do....... either go somewhere i liek to relax, or go somewhere new.. to try out new places.. well, lets just hope next day shift wont give me probs!
shrugs* that could wait. its like another 3 weeks to go. let me worry about my 8 shift sfirst T_T....

2.15am.. im slpy and tired.. sighs..
hm/ /.wonderng when was the last time i mention in my blog htat i was happy? wonder which blog was that.
dots. .with my mrmory like that, i dont think i could remember =.= like anything. dots. arghhhh

k.. haiz. .think me gonna hit the sack now =/
tch... why is my off always 6 shifts after=(

mata....................... ..