16 August 2010

Stress About Life

omg.. rush rushrush!!!!!~ been rushing since i got hmoe. online, change.. blah3.. managed to chat with sam for about 15 or less min s before he went to bed.. then bath.. oh.. settle my work before thta.. omg.. cos tmr meeting.. i nid slp!!!
after blog me gonna slp alreayd. onliune abit more. then ya. sory. spelling sucks. cos im so rushing top type. heck care if i type wrong. bear with me. u know how i always type. oops. =P

anywya.. today.. omg..... its wow.... it s that time of that month, and i had heavy flow last night. .and this mrg wokey feeling so wear .. cos blood drained outta me of course=,= so tired .. and i mean really very TIREDDDDDDDDD!!!!!! gosh!!
then at work.. no energy to serve pl. .but have to.. then work.. then luckily hang on til breka.. then eat. .better liao. .somemore daiso open gfinally!! woots!! but gonna be spending money. omg.. so dangerius =.='''
anyway, back to work after break.. felt better.. phew........
but still tired. and cos of menses, feeling down and stress=/ espeially seeing coupoles. .then reminded of how unhappy i am now=/.. haiz...... like yea. .just realsied this aint helping man. it sux. so yea.. me aint happy in life now=./ things missing.. u knwo.. =. i duno what to look forward someitmes.. that aside,  erm. .stress about work. .the review. .im scared me not good enough. .cos i have such hgh expectation of myself=/.. so yea.. afraid.. haiz.. so wish wed be over asap. =/

erm.. then...... yea.. just feeling sucky today=( stress and sad.. work and persoanl love life. .haiz....... sianz. time of month making me feel this way i think.


oh funny hting happened. ha. customer looking for sorry card. ask me got sell any sorry card anot? i reply 'no, im so sorry'. then we laughed. XD
funny right>> ha. .like.. so weird. me also didnt realised mah.. just reply that wya.. then sound funny..

erm.. last min got my regular customer drop by.. then yyay. .maanged to get him buy stuffs.. thiough closing hten drop bny, but good ba. .he at the end happy with our service or what, then gib us free chocolate form chocolat factory. yay!!! oeping soon at ion!!! woooah!!!! =D then i tell u.... omg.. its my fav chcocolate fomr now on. its soooo good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fabulous!!! now i have a favourite chocolate brand =) hehe. royce is good too. but its diff feel. hocolate factory taste like how a real creamy thick cocolate should taste like. i tell u. real chocolate should taste that way. dark is good. milk choco is good. omg... nice!!!! at firts me saw tthet card say great world city and oub plsu changi airport have.. now ion have too.. omg.. glad so.. but. .imagine if im outta ion =( sigh.. but save money though. ha. no nid face daiso and chocolate everyday.


manager was talking ot me. then mention he alreyad reported to hte regional manager in melbourne that he aleryad plan what to bring into the tm shop .. and whih staff to bring there. omg. i was like. .he never ask anyone of us whether we willing anot/?? huu.. but i understand him. .but still =( haiz.......
i got a strong felin gim gonna get kick out. .but i duno. i rather work in suntec. or changi airport though further. cos after all, tm.. haiz..so crowded, and big, and the bus to there.. so dark and dangerous. =( unless train. .but huu. .so far.. i duno. .if i reject, then they'll think i might not be able to hold up toany independable position in future. i duno. its  irritating. =(


k. .dun wan htink now. i duno wha to type in my form.. but.. i duno. .i just type whatever i.. u know. so. .im gonna go press send, and get this rock outta me!!!

erm. .k. .think thats all. sigh... i hope my off come soon. .and please let me have a good review.. =/ glad my fren got a good one.. haiz..


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