oh yes.. everything changes when u lok from another point of view.. aske dsam what esle are there in sydney that is niec, he say anything with me is nice. and yea. .thats true. .it doest matter wheere i am, where i walk, if im with him, holding hands, i htink thats a blessed alreayd eh.
ha.. was missing him so much after the cam session ended..dots. then ye.. had aother cam session just now..
oh no.. so late alreayd. .me tot of mrg head for breakfsast with mum. been way too long since i had sunday off=/
haiz.. but tmr still got some work to settle-/ sianz. .feels like homework =.= yea.. that kind of feeling. o well. cant wait to get it over with.
hm..
im soo tired now. .gosh.. huu..
headache just now.. during closing.. till now.. but after med, me better liao.
oh, was crossing at the opening of carparks.. i forgot. soo ototally forgotten that its a carpark =.=''''' dotsssss ah bishy me. was on the phone, and totally3 forgotten that i should be careful when crossing that path. dotsss so baka. everyime me on phone,will always forgot about the cars. =.= wth.. haiz.. anyway, a car was coming down towards the opening.. i was talking. .then i turn to my right, and theres a car up there coming down =.= imagine if it was driving fast comign down, i would've been whack!! omg.. that was close man.. phew.. so scary.. especially after watchign the car video.. posted on my facebook btw.. so scary.. anytime cars could've knock u down as easy as a picec of cake.=/
o well.. im gonna try harder to be alert. but.. gosh i duno. so fr.. maybe i kept forgetting eh>? i always tried so hard to look out for cars liek since i met sam, but.. alwyas still so .. ha. forgotXD. esepcially when im thinking of sumthing, or lookey at phone. =.= thats so not good ne. omg..
yea. .gotta try harder and harder not to .. yea..
oh. .forgot to tell sam about work. haizyo.. =/
o well.. sad ne. .next week onwards. wont be able to tlak much at all ..=/ o well.................
haiz ..waht to do.
oh, i know im ok.. good at work.. but. .i didnt realised how good i mightve been. after the review with manager.. its liek. wow.. i didnt know i was that good.. its like. .wow.. im glad to be able to do so =')
and im proud of myself.. sobxx. .ha
oh. .forgot to say this to sam too =( haiz. .see. .alot of thigns .. haiz..
u know.. my shop was playing this song.. like. .calssic.. whatever.. erm. those music that ppl play when dancing in ballroom? yes.. thats the kind of soothing musical music.. omg.. i was liek dancing away.. lol. i hope no one see!!!! i was moving my feet as i picture myself dancing with sammy.. lol. XD soo onice. =) cant help my legs.. ha.
so auto.. relaly like. .yea.. ballroom dacne. with him. .aw.. auto move. ha.only leggie moving aorund.. my hands not moving of course. =.= dont think wrong.
today busy.. but.. yea.. not so bad. .at least theres thigns to do, and time flies. .thats good.
time pass.. is always good now =/
haiz..
what else...
oh, feelt so special.. when saw sam smiling onlyh to me.. =;) ha.. yea.. he turn to face me with such a vibrant smile.. =')
sobx.. im so glad and honour to have that for me..
slpy,, gosh.. gonna be 3am. .how am i gonna wakey.. o well. .must force myself. .i dont think im getting another sun off anytime soon.
hm.. k.. gona log off now and go o bed..
'will love u forever, no matter what happen.. always loving you..'
today theres like 3 guys came into our shop. then my colleague was liek asking me, oh they very handsome right? i look, at hte entrance to where he's pointing.. i turn bck, asked.. where? then i saw.. i look back at him, shake my head.. =.= with that expression on my face. lol. then he 's like so surprised.. no meh?? well, to other girls, they should htink they are consider as handsome or gdlooking ba.
i gave a quick turn and look, tehn face him again and say. nope. shaking my head. LOL. he really asked the wrong person. XD! lol. then he ask then what kind of man is handsome? i took a long time to think ,. haha.. cos i only think sam is the most charming of all. then try to think of tv stars.. duno . lol. so difficult . hahahha...
but above all if u ask me, my answer is still the same. the one with the personailty wins. not the face, not theclothings.. u can tell form a person's vibes.. their insides.. yeah.. thats the koind of charm with all ages and bodies, is what i called the true er.. beauty? dots.. anyway yea.. hwat im tyring to say is.. yea.. u have to see the inside, thats the true beauty.. pretyt face alone doesnt work on me yea. =. it just dont. and.. yea.. im glad i feel that way.
well, im lucky enough to have the best man ever. hahaha... =P
but its sacry soemtimes. .to love someone so deeply.. putting your faith at risk.. and trusting them not to hurt u, or tear u apart..
..its very firghtening.. but.. well... thats part of what love does eh...
k, 3am is up. gonna head to bed. gosh.. .hope i wont regret wakey early. stil lgot work to do after breakfsat, then must find movie.. haiyo.. hope wont take long. .
so yup..
ps. i hate bringing work back tohome. thast so not right
oh, and yes.. the 'old' me when i first started out is back. i am back. and i do hope to remain this way, and not lost myself again.
mata ne
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