Whole Day Out

no wonder it sounded so familiar..  O.o sep 16... thought his event is on the fri..  then he say thurs.. cos usually its on fri.. o well... no wonde rme get confused.. then theres another event going on... -_-
i know.. so many eh? i wonde rwhat all these ppl do seriously. sometimes it just pisses me off. but.. o well.. sometimes things couldnt be help the way u wish it would be..
o well.. .
like.. how he would feel feel ervey day and night cos im all alone here.. i dno.. i never heard him say that before.. so. .yea.. was a lil surprised.. like.. oh.. isit? i didnt know u feel that way.. yea.. kinda that feeling..like.. was wondering..wow.. its reaL?

wow. .so cool.. our sg school uni.. nus is actually the top school.. i mena. .as in. .like if u get the cert there, then yea.. wow.   so cool right! didnt know its like that.

hm... nothing much todya.. like whole day passed by so fast.. but i duno.. good and bad ba.. at least i dun have to stay home hte whole day.. then wondeirng u know... =/ at least i have something to get my mind of..
hm.. then.. yea.. frens always late. gosh.. can die ne.. -_-
then .. found very special thing ne. .its a auto' watch necklace. its sooo awesome looking and unique to me. at a cheap price! yea.. thats why so happy. ha.
oh, theres lappy me like too.
huu.. .went to arcade today.. then.. so many new very2 cool machines.. haiz.. and reminded me of sam so much =( heart so sad.. .. hiaz.......................

todya so cool. cos was out with ex colleagues, hten ione of htem bump into one more fren on the way. omg.
so sudden.like a reunion!! hahha.. been so long sinc ewe met. omg.. but am glad. cos wondering how each person is going ..
nice.
haiz.....

u know.. just came to realise.. maybe i always get stress, and being unhappy.. becos all the time of  my free time i spend, is stay at home, or just work.. i hardly have any time to destress. actually today also neve reall ydestress much =/ the last tiem i truly destress was about couple of months ago. with my frens at the pub. thast all. then.. yea.. form then onwards.. nothing much alreayd..
no  oneto destress with.. no sammy to pick me up from work. nothign to look forward to. .everythign is same .. =(
haiz..besides coping for work, i gotta cope with how i could move on and stuff..
u know =/ .. haiz...
very tough. =/ but gotta hold on to faith..
heart still hurts.. theres so many things to think aboutl... tch

today phone... hmm.. i duno.. no idea if i should make an order or whta.. haiz... duno which line to get..
o well..

suddenly. .stomach not good.. so bloated.. like. uncomfy..
haiz............

what good are white lies.... =( the aint white at all.. only hurt ppl =(
and so easy to see through... =/

haiz. another night gone... another day gone.. at least today i speak to sam alil more..
yeah.. at least me din wait by the lappy  till 9pm..   dots.. wouldve been so. .yea..
bah......................................................
come to think of it.. though i don hav eso many parties going on.. oh yea.. just recalled.. i just turn down one today=/ hjaiz.....  o well. .... otherwise sam sure worried.
anyway..
when was the last time i had one?
tch... i duno... like.. monthssssss ago??/  yea. u bet it is.
hmm...  i wonder how to get life abck in shape.. i duno... =( really dont...
so difficult to do anything..

sighs.. k.. me tired alryad.. so late now.. gotta slp soon.. but too full=./
o well....
stomoahc still uncomfy.. huu..

kthen.. me log off now.. haiz.......

tch. .what to do ne.. .... =/


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