gosh.. my head.. so pain.. closing time. .suddely.. my head like so weird.. me was tlaking to colleague. .then head like wanna fanit for 2secs.. so scary.. i couldnt even stand.. was falling towards my right side.. haiyo.. scary sia.. but im fine.. then after that.. head weird. .adn my head like. .oiuch..
ouchie. .usually after taking med it'll heal almost immediately.. but now stil lhurts ne.. huu... hope tmr will be better. usually headache easily alrite with me. .so yea.. hope ok ba.. duno why ne. .so outta the blue.
was talking to my colleague abit about relationship today.. ...then taklk..2.. she was like.. she got a bf who like to spend money on branded stuffs. but he's not so rich. htoguh family is rich. so like.. she asked him to changed.. he changed for the nbetter abit already..
then she.. like.. already 8 months with him now. plus previous few realtioships.. she didnt relaly put her heart into it. including this one. cos she's somehow not prepared yet.. or just.. somehow still comparing her bf to her previous nicer 3years relationship bf. so yea.. maybe her heart still missing her ex. .thats why.. then she duno wanna give up anot. but scared no one wants her anynmore. she say..
its so difficult to find a super nice guy nowadays. and i agreed... yea. .hten she sya.. if really found on, must die2 don let go. catch onto him. lol XD! then i was like. .aw.. uh huh. .im thinking to myself.. gosh.. im so lucky.. i have sammy with me.. =) and he's mine^^ nawwww~~~
erm anyway, yea.. then the other day i reacaleld.. my new partimer also ask.. is he handsome anot. i say erm.. lol. i hesistated XD anyway me don like to tell lies. then he say he haven got a gf yet. and he's still a virgin. =) hahaha.. aw..
but anyway, i adviced him. .its alrite.. take ur time.. slowly look.. just try not to find a gf before ns.. and my other colleague also agrees on htta. ha.. so yea.. and im like. .aw.. so proud of myself. .me so glad im not the type of girl who abandon bf when their bf is on ns duty and stuff. tehn cannot spend time with them.. my situation worse ba.. knowing he;s gona leave one day, somemore he kena the shifts of.. what.. mas selamat.. whatever his name is. htta idiot =.= caused me my time with sam!! argh.. =.=
anyway, gosh.. back to topic.. yea.. then i tell him slpwly look.. don go for girls who like handsome guys.. or rich ppl.. or looking for hte outter appearence...
he say.. his fens alot of girls are like thta. lol. .poor fellow sia.. he say.. ''but those girls(those who wont go for looks and go for personaility) already extincts leh..'' i was like. .hm.. i should be counted as one of those good nice girl ba? lol.. but anyway, im taken!^^ lalalal...
ok back to topic aagin .haha... then i was like.. saying.. have .just that yes its very rare.. but still, u'll eventually find the girl who's right for u, and who'll accept who u are. and not how u look .
he's ok looking.. average.. not say wah so handsome or what. really very normal.. not so handsome. but. he got this bubbly personalilty.. which i think girls will one day liek him for who he is.
poor fellow.. hope he wont thnk himself as too ugly then gilrs don like.. haiz..
oh.. speaking of personailty. .i was so surprised. .haiyo.. =/ forog tabout this matter. .headache mah.. then never get to tell sam.. anyway, my colleague say.. she's a very negative person. .everything keep to herself.. she find me good .cos me always so bubbly and positive.
right at hte moment when those words were out, i was like.. gosh.. say what???O.o me/? bubblyh and positive all the time??? NOOO..... ~ XDLol.... hahah.. .
so weird! i wonde rif thtas what all ppl thought of me.. hm..
anyway.. yea.. i have my fragile moments too mah.. where got positive all the time. me also got through all the struggles mah.. have to try and think positive.. otherwise. .its gonna be so hard to survive till i see sam again right.
so yea.... ... well.. i guess thats the impression of ppl who don know me well. ha.. o well
nvm.. at leats i gib her htta nice impression ba.. didnt know she'll be envious me of that. O.o feels so weird.. .. ha. o well
so yea.. there u go.. see.. last night was talking about htis right. ...
hold on to ur dearest possession. and don take it for granted. always remind urself why are they so important in the first place.
put ur heart and soul into it. make it work. nothing is free and easy . not especially when u come to the point where u have to fight for something u love. and u want it to stay in ur life forever.
get what i mean?
aw.. so nice to heaar sam say he love me so much when me got home. .uh huh...
dunno why he so sudden.. maybe mish me too much eh?.. but yea..
washes away my fears.. not sya fears.. but. .worries? i duno. O.o
he said wanna msg.. but never did.. so yea.. was like. .missing him. .and wondering.. if he could've forgotten about hwat he said to me. .u know.. girls mind alot of these bits and pieces words and stuffs.. then got home.. aw.. have his swt love, enuff liao.
feeling good now .=) always my best med . his love desu.
sigh.. my public holiday. last month.. =/ they stil lhaven gib double pay.. .. then my fren never talk to manager. .then supposedly should have another extra off u know.. huu.. baka desu.. =/
somemore national day is coming. .i dun wanna work for free again . haiz.. hope my fren will say this out to her ba.. ... haiyo. .hate to lose my money and off just like that=(
sianz.
o well.. anyway, me still on my saving track.. hopefully can save 600 this month.. yea.. keeping tigh tmy budget. .me not spending on anything for 2 dyas liao. .so h apy. lol. =) so yea. .keep it up ne.. me hope to pull it through aug.. then yea.. happy if know me sve more than 600 . or.. .yea.. just 600. haha. then will be so proud of myself. well done =)
hm... .....so yea.. like that ba.. i like this camera.. but.. duno.. bene almost a year or about a year since its out. .i hope the price will droppppppppppp all the way down. however, me still not buying. so yea.. wait long itme. ha.. maybe item wil lrun outta stock soonXD
ok.. 3 days to go.. jia you!!!!! haii.
k hten.. me gonna prepare fo rbed soon. nights!
hm.. wonde rif i missed out anything again.. ohm, btw head is ok now. .phew. .hope will have nice slp. oh yea! almost forogt. this aftnoon wokey.. i mena mrg.. hten go work. .omg. .sooo tired!! like yea whole body so tired ne. .duno why.. never slp too late mah. .o well..
mata ne!
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