im soooooo tired.... today wakey so early.. then yea.. never rest. sianz... o well. .don tlak abou that ba.. =/ had a java chip form starbucks in morning. then red bull. then 2 cuppas coffee. but body so tired.. like wanan break liao.
anyway...
mm... oh. last night. wow. having goosebumps sia... my fingers too sore too type long. .maybe i shall make it short. i have alot to say.. but. .eya . sorry =/
see.. i also knew this is gonna happen again. hte aliens.. u know. if u're a skeptic, hten forget it. none of my concern. but im jus saying.. u know. all along since i was young i've always believe in them. n... u know. its a weird feeling .i also duno why. but... yea.. .perhasp in the future i might fin dout why. then.. the video.. u know. all these techs that we have right now. its obvious. where it came from. n... ya know.. ... its difficult to explain. but. u knmw. its errie sometimes when u know they are watching from above through the youtube videos u can see.. .and.. its happening again. after they disappeared for a decade or so. only appearing on n off. now, they're making their presence nkownn again.
im rrly starting to think of what imma do. in case u know. 2012 is here .or. .'tehy' are here. it sounds insane. but. haiz. i just wanan do what i want to i guess? if only i coudl travel more man =/ n if only IF theres rrly such few years left, i wish i could just spend it with him... just ignore his parents or whatsoever.
ha. was telling my bro last night. i don wanna die without getitn gmarried n have children. why not we go matchmake now? lol. jk. but yea... it slike ..i wanna feel love again. don wanna die lie that ne huu... but hten.. eya. i wanan travel while i can man. enjoy myself. jsut try. y aknow. =/
n.. yea..
the other day i saw this custoemr. .so cool .tattoo a leg garter on her thigh. with a gun pic too
but i wont choose a gun./ but the garter. .whoa. cool. but u know. if i had done it , i might just look like a bitch. so perhasp not? ha. or perhaps when world end is here ba. NAH. JIK. haha
sammy was asking me what would happen if he post certain pic on fb. i duno man. he's a guy. he's better with handling such sleeze bags? thats what he told me. .bags. sleeze ones. lol. if me, will be trouble. sleeze, i don care so much. i dun bother. jsut that. i might risk losing more frens. u know me. i don like my frens turn to like me.. becos of the way i lok.. or my body look.. i need someone.. who love me.. fo rwho i am. just fo rme. for my everything. ya knwo what im saying? so yea.. but then. .i wanted to show myself. .different sides of me. so.. yea.. o well. better dont htink of that for now ba..
for his case, i guess its easy for a man huh. the most.. i duno. get some attention from girls or something? to oogle at him? O.o does girsl do that? i duno. for me, if a man ever post his fb dp of his upper body showing off, i'll be turn off. LOL. i know. XD im diff k. i;ll thinkthat they are such a show off. purposely let girls think they're hot. i duno. do guys rrly like these type of unwanted attentions? O.o whast so good about it. mm.. i don get it. to make themsleves feel good? mm.. whats so good when all bitches like u for who u arent. when they didnt even know u wellenough. does bosy says it all? i am..confused of waht the could be thinking. interesting... O.o perhaps.. ppl thinks.. differently.. ... yea..we're all diff humans nayway...
but lucky i know sammy well enough. so i wont hate him .don worry guys. he will have his reasons for doing things. nice huh. u do ur fav sport, then get a nice body. i guess he likes it. ha. but yea.. my fren.. sh eloves guys with abs. i was like. .wth -_-'''' Lol. i duno ne. do girls rrly like abs so much? why care so much for it? isit that important. im confused. being different, sometimes rrly make sit difficult fo rme to understand my own kind.
ever wonder hows it gonna be.. if u were to disappear one day? or even worse. what if ur familuy couldnt rememebr u ? that would've feel so.. ... sad huh... =( nah. what am i think ing. ha. wthat the
oh.. seesm like .my fren going through weird process.. rememebr that fren of mine? i said her bf gib me a frenly punch on shoulde.r .lok at me i think? he msg her wana restart their relatiohnshop. wth sia! she also duno what that means. haiz...... o well.. duno ba.i guess...=/ u know.. ...
oh. .just read somthing my fren posted. his fren kena beaten to death in mornign after he went to club. see.. .be really careful don argue. .just let matter go mah. at clubs. .ppl drunk. insane. crazy. why act like pretend to be a fighter, tough man, COOl.. go and argue or fight or whatsoever. i hate mens who try to act manly n act cool!!! i tell u. i really 2 hated that. i like those who are smart. not stupid with fists. omg. nowadsy .. ppl only know how to act cool. talk big. like. .just let it go. why get into so much trouble. =/ tch.. duno ba.. hope sammy will be fine eh.. well, his place have much more dangers lurking around mah. touch wood. kk. .
haiyo.. body aching..
shoot. .now im trying to make my fren stop crying. omg. todya i just got teary eyes sia .then remind myself hold back. i musnt cry.. one week is almost up.. .cannot cry... =/
then now gotta convince others. omg. how??? =( when i cant help myself, must find better ways to help ppl. huu... do my best ba.. haiyo.. tch.. i duno what to say sia.. if i know, my heart wouldnt be smashed into pieces right now. how sia... doingmy best now.. =/
stomach growling.. but . rather tc of her first...
u know... it rrly sucks.. ..haiz... u gave ur heart all out. wishing he'll protect it n cherish it. but.. u know... =( ..somtimes ur wishes cant come true....
teary eyes now. .cannot!!!! i mustnt cry!! control pauline. .conrtoll!!
ok.. better abit now. phew.. but my frne.. haiz. how sia.. =/ how to pacify her....
then another guy is showing her more concerns. our frens brother. =.= i don like sia. take this chance. .guys always like that. hm.. do girls do that too? scheming girls should be ba? yea. anyway, he's a marid.. i dun like if she seeks solance in him. guys. .always taking this chance when u need a perosn to reply on most. =/
mata
-when u think of him, who knows if he's thinking of you. other ppl on his mind now. but u know.. the hardest thing to ever control, is heart, and mind. ur heart. .dont lie. -
-wear the mask, soon. .everyday mask should be able to sink in.. but it wont get to the heart. because your heart do not lie. my heart even when it's been shattered, it's still .....-
anyway...
mm... oh. last night. wow. having goosebumps sia... my fingers too sore too type long. .maybe i shall make it short. i have alot to say.. but. .eya . sorry =/
see.. i also knew this is gonna happen again. hte aliens.. u know. if u're a skeptic, hten forget it. none of my concern. but im jus saying.. u know. all along since i was young i've always believe in them. n... u know. its a weird feeling .i also duno why. but... yea.. .perhasp in the future i might fin dout why. then.. the video.. u know. all these techs that we have right now. its obvious. where it came from. n... ya know.. ... its difficult to explain. but. u knmw. its errie sometimes when u know they are watching from above through the youtube videos u can see.. .and.. its happening again. after they disappeared for a decade or so. only appearing on n off. now, they're making their presence nkownn again.
im rrly starting to think of what imma do. in case u know. 2012 is here .or. .'tehy' are here. it sounds insane. but. haiz. i just wanan do what i want to i guess? if only i coudl travel more man =/ n if only IF theres rrly such few years left, i wish i could just spend it with him... just ignore his parents or whatsoever.
ha. was telling my bro last night. i don wanna die without getitn gmarried n have children. why not we go matchmake now? lol. jk. but yea... it slike ..i wanna feel love again. don wanna die lie that ne huu... but hten.. eya. i wanan travel while i can man. enjoy myself. jsut try. y aknow. =/
n.. yea..
the other day i saw this custoemr. .so cool .tattoo a leg garter on her thigh. with a gun pic too
but i wont choose a gun./ but the garter. .whoa. cool. but u know. if i had done it , i might just look like a bitch. so perhasp not? ha. or perhaps when world end is here ba. NAH. JIK. haha
sammy was asking me what would happen if he post certain pic on fb. i duno man. he's a guy. he's better with handling such sleeze bags? thats what he told me. .bags. sleeze ones. lol. if me, will be trouble. sleeze, i don care so much. i dun bother. jsut that. i might risk losing more frens. u know me. i don like my frens turn to like me.. becos of the way i lok.. or my body look.. i need someone.. who love me.. fo rwho i am. just fo rme. for my everything. ya knwo what im saying? so yea.. but then. .i wanted to show myself. .different sides of me. so.. yea.. o well. better dont htink of that for now ba..
for his case, i guess its easy for a man huh. the most.. i duno. get some attention from girls or something? to oogle at him? O.o does girsl do that? i duno. for me, if a man ever post his fb dp of his upper body showing off, i'll be turn off. LOL. i know. XD im diff k. i;ll thinkthat they are such a show off. purposely let girls think they're hot. i duno. do guys rrly like these type of unwanted attentions? O.o whast so good about it. mm.. i don get it. to make themsleves feel good? mm.. whats so good when all bitches like u for who u arent. when they didnt even know u wellenough. does bosy says it all? i am..confused of waht the could be thinking. interesting... O.o perhaps.. ppl thinks.. differently.. ... yea..we're all diff humans nayway...
but lucky i know sammy well enough. so i wont hate him .don worry guys. he will have his reasons for doing things. nice huh. u do ur fav sport, then get a nice body. i guess he likes it. ha. but yea.. my fren.. sh eloves guys with abs. i was like. .wth -_-'''' Lol. i duno ne. do girls rrly like abs so much? why care so much for it? isit that important. im confused. being different, sometimes rrly make sit difficult fo rme to understand my own kind.
ever wonder hows it gonna be.. if u were to disappear one day? or even worse. what if ur familuy couldnt rememebr u ? that would've feel so.. ... sad huh... =( nah. what am i think ing. ha. wthat the
oh.. seesm like .my fren going through weird process.. rememebr that fren of mine? i said her bf gib me a frenly punch on shoulde.r .lok at me i think? he msg her wana restart their relatiohnshop. wth sia! she also duno what that means. haiz...... o well.. duno ba.i guess...=/ u know.. ...
oh. .just read somthing my fren posted. his fren kena beaten to death in mornign after he went to club. see.. .be really careful don argue. .just let matter go mah. at clubs. .ppl drunk. insane. crazy. why act like pretend to be a fighter, tough man, COOl.. go and argue or fight or whatsoever. i hate mens who try to act manly n act cool!!! i tell u. i really 2 hated that. i like those who are smart. not stupid with fists. omg. nowadsy .. ppl only know how to act cool. talk big. like. .just let it go. why get into so much trouble. =/ tch.. duno ba.. hope sammy will be fine eh.. well, his place have much more dangers lurking around mah. touch wood. kk. .
haiyo.. body aching..
shoot. .now im trying to make my fren stop crying. omg. todya i just got teary eyes sia .then remind myself hold back. i musnt cry.. one week is almost up.. .cannot cry... =/
then now gotta convince others. omg. how??? =( when i cant help myself, must find better ways to help ppl. huu... do my best ba.. haiyo.. tch.. i duno what to say sia.. if i know, my heart wouldnt be smashed into pieces right now. how sia... doingmy best now.. =/
stomach growling.. but . rather tc of her first...
u know... it rrly sucks.. ..haiz... u gave ur heart all out. wishing he'll protect it n cherish it. but.. u know... =( ..somtimes ur wishes cant come true....
teary eyes now. .cannot!!!! i mustnt cry!! control pauline. .conrtoll!!
ok.. better abit now. phew.. but my frne.. haiz. how sia.. =/ how to pacify her....
then another guy is showing her more concerns. our frens brother. =.= i don like sia. take this chance. .guys always like that. hm.. do girls do that too? scheming girls should be ba? yea. anyway, he's a marid.. i dun like if she seeks solance in him. guys. .always taking this chance when u need a perosn to reply on most. =/
mata
-when u think of him, who knows if he's thinking of you. other ppl on his mind now. but u know.. the hardest thing to ever control, is heart, and mind. ur heart. .dont lie. -
-wear the mask, soon. .everyday mask should be able to sink in.. but it wont get to the heart. because your heart do not lie. my heart even when it's been shattered, it's still .....-
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