09 April 2011

Weirdo O.o

omfg. i have no idea what to do with this stupid3 tax income shit!!!!! omg.. its disgusting. sooo troublesome. sianz. gotta find out tmr ba. think its alreayd late to submit. .whatever the shit it, o well. this is it. wanan summon2, so be it. i hate wasting my time finding out such .. argh! irritating matter. wth????
..argh. whatever ba.
haiz...
anyway,....... wow. i am so dead tired. i bet i can fall aslp now. but.. ..=/ donw an.. just scared.. later slp wakey, then .m..... nah nvm.
let the time lives on for now ba.....cant describe how tired my body is .omg. i could just lay there n slp. i think. sianz... sosososo tired... =/ haiz... this coming days will be too. busy n worse. ...sighs... don wanna be reminded of it... =( ...haiz........... all for the money ba. .just think this way.. busy is beter than quiet.. right? .. keeps me going n pushing. n tears from flowing.
aw. had wanted to make bento today =( but ended up so tired..(again) n chatting with frens liek so long. then sleepy liao. dots...
n uknow. ... one thing disturbs me. it slike. .this fren.. ok. .unharm i think. .decent i guess.. then out of a sudden, talk about making love. omfg. i know. shocking isnt it. u dont talk nothing about making love to ur seldom talk fren. not especially when we aint that close either.  like. .wtf is wrong wiht him>?? shocked fo rabit theere. must he describe it? he's very very open person. but. wth? too open eh. he said he forgot. becos he talk openly with his frens. he's aussie so yea. i understand. but. .a tad too weird man.... O.O its like. i dont ever wanna meet up with someone im not close with who had this thought of making love with me. omg. thats soooooooo. i know. shocking!! O.o wth man. its weird... i don know. perhaps too open or .. i duno what he's thinking. but we're cool. but yea... i dont get it. sooo .. weird. i didnt knowwhy he had such idea man.. eew.... =/
but ya know. things are cool now. n i make it straight i answer nothign about love. n nope. im not ready to make love or whatever bloody shit about that topic. too weirddddddddddddd eewwwwwwwww . my god... i don get it man. the way he describe it sounds romantic.. but its crazy. totally. nono. gotta keep that off my mind. wtf sia....... brrrr.. freaky.
mm.. chatting with a couple of them from there... u know.. i duno.. perhaps i should reeally consider goign to 2 places. .but would love to drop by melb.. but.. i duno man... at least more frens are there. but not so safe n close with.. .so. .im a lil worried.. but i heard its easy to get around. ... but weather so hot n sucks now. even though its autumn. autumn.. hot? wow.. i was pretty shocked . o well.. .their hotness just keeps on increasing by the year... o well.......
mm... yea. crazy. o well.
aww.. guess wat. my ex manager. =') finally married to her long time beau!!!!!!!!!!!!! sobs... im so touch for her. very glad for her. she's a very awesome woman . its her husband luck to marry her home. rrly =) sobz.. together for 10yrrs plus u know.... haiz..... very nice. .so swt..... rrly wish to drop by see her one day. but.. she's everywhere sometiems even hongkong. .duno ba. hope she'll be back in sg ever again. aww... so glad. .finally married liao.. though they've been living together for years.... but yea. not that she has a status, its good =) congrats sabrina... .sobx........ =')
lucky her....
haiz. u know. now that i think of it, being pregnant is scary. frightening. n make su hurt for dasyssss before u pop out a baby. yes for daysssssssss. =( but the aftermath aint too bad. if u keep it well, u'l lgain bigger boobs, n hips. n viola!! true woman. wow. i was amazed ya know. true woman... ahh... but nah. don worry. i wont get pregnant jsut to have a fuller figure . lol. thats insane. bu yea. .not too bad eh.. hm... at least somethig to look forward to after giving birth huh. mad.
 haiz. this imcome thigny worries me.. but. .o well... =/ hoep can be settle ba. if not summon lor. what to do. haiz...
oh.. now tv comes with internet. wow .technology rrly is mad n  wild.. wow . 3D not out long ago, now internet tv. awesome tech man
mm.. duno if it becos im too tired, or skipped my dinner last night,.. i duno. i don feel quite well todya.. .=/ feel like vomit again. but im better abit now. .so .. mm .yea. oh .. hoep my bro know something abutt he income submission thingy. hope he'll be back.. feels so lonely now =/

though i have cuts over my hand,... used  to it  now. .but. .no one to kissy them well... =/ i miss that.. ..sighs....... now feel loveless. ha. o well...
oh good news. gonverment giving us more money. phewwwwwwwwwwww omg. i  am safe!!!!!! oh theres a travel fair. .huu.. but in april T_T i cnat go.. save aint enough yet. nvm. .wait for hte natas one. hoepfully n hsould be around jjuly or aug...
 haiz........ ......
so nice.. my manager brought back so many shopppings.. shoes. .necklace.. etc.. i wonder .. why couldnt i do that in sydney? so eird. like .nothig caught my eyes.. mm =.= had i said this before.? i dunno. sorry if i do. o well... jsut hard to find thigns that catches my eyes. maybe this time i shall have a better look around. i regret not buying a ring from there. =/ but nvm.. .next time... yea. n lush bag.. huu.......... i didnt notice htey have it there.. argh.. .nvm. stop thiking. soon i'll be able to shop again. but.. yea. .still have this feeling nothign much to buy from there. special one will be at opera house. mm.. wonde rif i can get there on my own.. ..but ya know. .i have to try =/
mm.... my bro's at sembawang now .i don think he's coming back home =( ..sighs..  o ell.... nvm ba........ ...just. .another lonely night to pass me by.......
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haiz....
oh. .stomach abit pain again. that other night worse. baka desu ne.. kk.. wil ltry to eat well ba... wil ltry. no promise. .but will try... hate the wanna throw up feeling .argh
..feeling down . .sad...... =( haiz....
k ba.. jaa... mata.................. =(

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