18 April 2011

Predicted dreams

perhaps.. the more the past gets forgotten, yea.. but i wonde rhwy memories sticking iwth me insterad of him. .. don really like that..  either rememerb together, or forget together..  ewll.. ont that it matters u know waht anymore..
gosh. like i said. ha. cant belivee this. dreamt of him. then 2nd one, durign a nap . 2 times sia. but amzingly enough , ipredicted my dreams. ha. yea. its alwyas lke this. work plus him. either toggether, or a day after. see. i knew my dream sliao =.= omg. that is so freaking weird.o well. mm.. lets see i f i can predit it tonight.. haha. freaky
i had this custome rht eother dya. she's an angmoh. but speaks singlish accenc.t. then.. her bf or frne i duno. a malay guy. carrying her bags n stuffs. but anywya, yea.. i was shocked. when i aske dfor he rmember details. .her birthdte.. 1998. ...dotsssssss wth. sh elooke dlike 18 yrs olf to me!!! WHOA. i was like... what??? she looked sooo mature!! i know2.. angmohs always look older than their age. but .. omg. thats freaky yea... lucky.. me don have to suffer that. im only suffering hte fact that pl thought im younger. =.= but not rrly suffering .but yea. o well. shockingnonetheless... for htat girl. whoa. so old looking
mm.. bro not coming back home tonight =/ sighs..... sianzne... alone again. my frne have a lil sis .wish i haev one too. but then again. might be a bad idea. becos i'll be worried about her with guys.. etc... scary ne. so yea. lol. perhaps no. rather be alone instead.
mm...
sighs. so tired man... wanted to do some obento.. also too lazy or tired to do =/ ... no one todo for anyway.
but yea.
oh. lov ethis nail colour.. this nail poslis, i boguth it from sydney. i remembr excatly the store image. .but that tiem it wrote that its closing down sale= / so i duno man. .i hope it'll still be there when u know.. im back at sydney. haiz. but yea. it compliments my skin tone, and so natural .i rrly like ti sooo much. last bottle too . and u can tfin dit online i think. haiz. o well. hoepfully will still have ba.
he offers to bring me. i was reluctant at first. becos.. u know.. just don wish to get him into any sorts of trouble. who knows.. if bump into them one more time. .we cant even be frens no more. =/ so yea. but. .i duno . o well... sigsh.
anywayy, body jus so tired man. =/argh. .sianz. oh. btw, my naisl so shiny n pretty. llook as though done by a professional ha. but its actually done by myuse,lf!!
ok. so in the end my fren didn tbreak up at all. duno why that stupid guy say such stupid wrid things. =/ anyway. like. .this fren of ours bro, still msgin her. saying he likes her. .saying he like to flirt with her. iwas like. .omg. she 's still willing to msg him? wwth. whoa....... thats overboard. and her bf don mind.  what sort of a bf is that
anway....... yea. been siting all day man .i cant stand any longer. i can sit fo rmore than 24hours i htink. slp for 24hours i think . both!! im just really tired. my body. i duno =/ haiz.......
sighs.. o well. need to chill out one of this day man.
and i cant wait for july. hopefully i can apply for some ince off days... gosh.
mm.. abit headache...
gosh. can so slp righ tnow till don wan to wake up =/... why s tired i wonder....... perhaps becos im missing out somethng in my life.
no meanings to mov eon.
o well.
mm.. did i forgot tos ay something again? O.o weird.. ...
o well..cant remember
mmm.. wat wasit... i still suddenly recalled whe i was brushing just now =/....
o well. .forget it ba.. .
i don feel so good today.. =/ hopefully tmr be a better one eh.. ...haiz. =(
when they said.. all decent men are either dead, or married,.. i wonder if that could be true. .. it is so,, rare nwadays huh.. i used to have one. but turned out the other way.  oh how i wonder...
anyway... dreams.. mm.. lets see iff my predictions gonna be right again...
its weird. .this has never been so long for a drema like that.. a month alreayd?  work as well.. .i gues.s. perhaps these 2 mattes ..are the most in affectin gme ba?  stress n ..jus .. u know. perhaps thats why even in dreams, htey wouldnt leave me. yea. how i wish in reality he didnt . but yea.
its ok.. memories will fly with time passed for him..
wishing him all the best as ever.
oh cheers. exam wen twell for him i think. yay
 haz. so bored n dead tired. very bored indeed.. wish my days could've been happier though.. from the bottom of my heart. that day. .should be able to come by again right? ...yea. just waiting. .n witing. .n waiting...

...where is the support when u need it most.............. ..
mata



-when ppl changes, they're dead. its time to forget n change those feelings- 

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