03 April 2011

Unpredictable Life And Death

sianz. .don feel like eating. .=./ haiz.. .
oh yea. i dreamt of u know who again. like for days straight. wth's that for??? omg. i cant believe this. this is crazy. when u wanan dream of waht u want, it didnt appear so often. but when u didnt wish for it , it happens and happens... omg. thats so irritating. =/ haiz... very sianz..... ....
i dont like dreams anymore =( hate it.
wow. just read news about a lady kena shot in a taxi on her way to airport. peru. peru sounds familiar. but duno ba.  see.. there are so many tourists around. u just wouldnt know who could be the suey one. or who could be the bad guy amongst al these nice looking ppl.. .erm yea.
that's pretty scary
and u know... same thign goes for roller coaster too. alwats heard ppl saying how ppl falling off form it. .etx.. even adults too.. .well... .that wouldnt stop ppl still going fo rit. u know. if its time for u to go, u'l ldefinitely die no matter what. jsut the ending thats all. the way it all end.
and yea. .to end tat at this unexpected fun place, tha t rrly sucks man. =.= yup.
but u know. ppl should always have this preparation before they take on such rides. maybe send a goodbye mail or something. ha. o well.  but yea.. it beats better than one day. just one day. u get thrown off unknowingly and unexpectedly. next one might jsut be you. never say never.
but yea. im still up for those though. i rrly cant wait to go again. but its exp. so its difficult to find ppl who wanna go. especiall on weekdays. =.= i was contemplating  whether i shouldbe going alone. i dun mind. but perhaps that will have to be when im in desperate need to go all out and have fun. like rrly cravin gfor that place. like how i always craved for yellow ginger chickne rice.  that rice's liek a drug to me now.
perhaps.. on my birthdya, or july i should... hmm.. =/ was thinking of june or july taking leave.. birthday of course must take.. well, just need to ask my manager about it before she leave for melbourne.
=.= dots. why am i blogging so early. o well. while i can do so ba.
well.. .hope today is a chillout day fo rme. though tears still runs.. internal still bleeds.. but its up to me now. so we shall see. woudlnt be that great anyway
h. just saw some mooncakes pics of mine. reminded of how those years i've been eating his favs for him cos he couldnt get them. o well.. this year will be a total different one fo rme eh.
haiz... just hate this uncertainties . to cut off a part of ur flesh is the hardest and most painful thing to do in life. don try this anywhere peeps.
if i ever stop crying for one week in a roll, i'll definitely blog it here and share this piece of good news aites. look out for it ba. though could be very long time. but don forget what i said.
mm.. hopefull my lips wil lheal soon.. when i didint eat for 2 days straight, i think the blister is coming out alreayd. oh yea.see. forgot to apply lipbalm. ... haiz... should've left the small blue lipbalm wiht him instead of bringing it back.. =( ... now wanna use also heartpain sia. ... sighs... o well.. jus .. o well.. nvmba
oh. wow. for that one second. just one second. i actuall y felt happy n didnt think of anything else. my recipe book arrived in my hands liao!! cheers.
kk.. if theres time, perhaps wil lblog again todya.
mata 

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