managers alike

wow. this guy impresses me so much. not really. but yea. this is the reason why a manager;s a manager. im in his position. i had customer that is difficult to handle, but i did. and they left happily n satisfied. i am proud of my skills.etc. this guy, did so. i understadn. becos thats what and how i would've done . he talked with me for 19 mins. he offers to help me out. i was rrly2 glad. though.. i said i do not want to trouble him out. however he insists. so yea.. =/ o well. but uh huh. hopefully by tmr moring i'll have his reply.
rrly. seriously. for a aissie company, they sucks. COTTON SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs. kikki-k world class service is way much better. thank lord. omg. u have no idea how much this difference makes. wow. im so proud of my /top/ service now. they rrly sucks big time . but that robin guy, (mayabe who knows, he just wanna get outta trouble) he did kinda stops my anger. so yea. wit patience of that for 19mins, thats good enough. 

man. im tellign ya.. ..sighs. .tch,. sucks man. im soooooooooooooooo disappointed with typo. seriously!!!!!! i still wanna go back to australia for typo stuffs!!!!!!

i think restriction perhaps.. sg couldnt have what thye had back in aust.. .o well. =/ what a pity

but anyway, yup. he aint too bad i gotta say. good enough service.
just hwat i would've done to any pissed off big time customer(liek me) =P

for you to have happiness, for others to provide you with happiness. this'll be hte end of story.
please do not look beyond mine. stop at ur side and beyond. do not venture nor cross next to my line.....
happy story and ending should stop right there. it should never be looking beyond the other side of line.

im glad he's able to stay happy without me.
now.. for me to find my own.. where should i start? where should i begin? for a zombie to start feeling something, you hae to tak a bite first .
...
firstly, i hope the dreams will come to an end.
then i hope this numbness will come to an end.
then i hope...   will hurry die up and unleash a newer me. 

the next time i wear the blazer with pink bra, imma post it here. yup. keep an eye out for that.
theres........... ...nothing else for me to lose now anyway...... when the most important thing in ur life bene lost, there isnt any more to live on for anwyay...

o well..........

guys, im sorry. =/ i dont want to be like this too. my health.. bosy.. mental.. ...but. .u knw. soemtimes things can be so difficult... and i have no confiden t of overcoming this all on my own =/
...i'll try my best. i cant do my best. cos i have no targets nor nothign to look forward to.. so i'll try whateevr i can..

don worry for me.
im still living on u know....  thigns always going down for me.. rarely did it went ever up.. but yea.. still ll... ...well.. .alrite u knw.. ..=/ not alrite. .bt yea.. anything ba. o well.

u know............. i really miss him alot. i love him alot still.  it never fades after all that happened..  its so stupid to say it all here. but. u know... ..=/ it wont ever be reciprocate... but.. =/ i duno what to say.. 

will these feelings fade just liek he does. i just wish i could feel how he;s feeling.
perhaps i could get on better with life. but i cant ask him liek that.. hey how did u forget about me? its weird isnt it. =.= duh. ...

. .so yea........ ..... u know... ... sighs...
 this is how it is.... ........ pray that u'll keep me safe ...before i forget abotu him aites. being push to do all this. i have to now. i do hae to peeps. 

u guys will cheer me on right? ... i duno. i feel liek i have no one now. though frens are by my side.. i still.. need no one.. im numb remember?

jus wish i could reach out to him.. and try out my best smile before saying goodbye for the last time. but. thast impossible.

blood still in my head peeps. not good -=/ ... may wichever god bless me ne.
now. .all over again.. wonder which religion i'll belong to in future.. i thoguht i'l lfollow him as a muslim.. now he's gone.. who am i gona go by theN? future... ..very unknown.
we shall see then

... had the future brings us of only the two of us together working happily , and in love, ... wouldnt that be a perfect life now. but.. one hand cant just make a clap ya know.... if he's not willing to, i couldnt force to stay. this is what future and unknown abotu ne... .

k ba... ..sighs. .stop nbow... my heart's beyond save again...... i need to rest..................... 

sorry peeps.... 

..... i might not regain to who i am fo r the rest of my life, but. 

yea. at least im still alive now right. keep track of my blogs. ....
..yea. i'll try to get well k...............

peeps,.... u're the only guys to listen to me now...... =/ 

keep me in ur prayers aites.. let nothign bad happen to me.....

.................mate ne...