nearly gotten mysellf 2 cuts. another just a scratch i guess.. good that it shealing now.. stil lred and long slash it has been.
i don feel like blogging actuallu.. i rrly dont. i couldnt smile. and when i couldnt smile, theres no laughter. theres no laughter. .im not happy.. no happiness.. everything just feels out of bound.
o well. bored anyway.
so blog abit ba.
so pisssed with cotton on company they totally sucks. guess waht. typo staffs actually tell my frens that yea their items are nice. oh u know kikki-k? we are much cheaper than them. wtf?????????????????? my frens were alreyad wanna blurt out that they are from k. friggin shit i tell u. omg. nuts!!
so maddening. so LOW class. wth man.. australian company. runn till so suckly .i rrly thought they are good ones. but guess i was wrong. had a fren used to work with them. hows it? SUCKs. =.= o well. as expected.
...i wonder what smell a person could have. if without perfume, whats my natural body smeel like . interesting question. i wonde rif my family has them too. perhaps i shall sniff them out.
..u know. haiz. perhaps sometimes.. what u couldnt give anymore to anyone, one should just shift the focus and turn away to face others to do it.
its all nothign but lies. but sometimes. u know u cant help it. least the pains get worse. ..
ahh.. watched dl movie. been way too long since i last done that man .but u know. just watch. like.. yea. sit. open eyes watch. just .. yea. diff ways of doing thigns now . all without any smiles on.
lies..should keep me going fo r some times. just perhaps need to find someone and shift everything else onto.
oh movie. yea. .twilight. erm. . how to say.. yea. he said i could relate to it. well he was right. the story is good at portrayingss one's pain n depression . i think she doesnt know how to acat. bella eh. omg. i just disliek the two main characters. duno why soo many girls like that who.. vampire. whatever his name is =.= yea. but uh huh. its like about 100% right on. cept that she didnt know how to cry that actress=.= o well. but yea. din see no tears on her -_- anyway... weird. i guess.. when humans suffers, they do tend to do the same thign huh. thats why even in movies.. u're surprsied to find them playing it. n u coul d be wondering. .did they actuall spied on u? ha. ...o well.
..but i could never go back to who i used to be. i could. but thats all thanks to some acting skills. its. ... so tiring to do that every day. lies.. acts.. all nothing but deceives. especially at work. tch. .today very sianz. gald im workng in mrg with my fren though. so glad. oterhwsie ,would've suffer a bad bad tuesday blue...
not good enough. those are the words. prejudice.. ringing... from the first step. its all along been prejudice. along with colour glasses of views. .tell me. how could that ever changes their mind.....
smiles.. thats a challenge for me everyday. so wish i could have some holidays now. but time aint right. somemore.. ...haiz............. ...... just aint right ba. ...
hate typos now. in sg i guess. though the ones at sydney is ok. well, they have more stuffs there . but. the staffs there also scuks. they aint about customer service. they are all about being a copy cat to other k store. frens were infuriated too. o well. .nvm them ba. i'd only stepped in once. since then, never laio
i dont dare have a good look at my self in the mirror when i couldnt even lift a spirit.
becaos i look like a total stranger to myself. sometimes i thought i was getting to his steps of how to get happier. but then. i strayed away. and i dont seem to understand no more.
so tired. .i wan to slp. i just want rest. n some peace. slp.. away to forget. only time that is truly in peace. (as lnog as i dont dream of work ba =.=)
so tired ne.
haiz. being in the dark spells no fun at all . gloomy . always. sad. duno what else to do . even if u forget. the heart doesnt lie. and u can felt thepain twitching around n around. ouch. memory loss. is perhaps wat one might wish for in this case. just by crossing the lights while its busy with cars , or lightening strike.. perhaps even a robbery to knock ur head out.
oh befor e i forget.
haiz. sad to say. i think im outta my budget for this week liao. haiz................ gotta hang on alreyad ne. no choice =/ i guess too stress. just wanna spend money that sall. next month ba. will save harder. sianz.. 3 wekes to go.. haiz.. =( o well...... waht to do.
this is weird. come to think of it. the frens i usually go to, or contact to, are usuall yfrom overseas. i think so. for local ones, i duno. just so lazy to msg ppl. though misses them heaps. still, ..yea. just scared of what replies i might get from then ba perhaps. always. .afraid of getting hurt. o well.......... but. at least one of them i can count on. no often there. but cheery as always. still.. now. .that didnt affect me anymore. the doors are close. n .. jjust u know. .its hard to find it through again.
to lock away everyting.. aint such a bad thing after all. i gues.
tch. .see. thast why dont feel like blogging. once blog. ., so many heartfelt down boo boo words came out =/ baka desu. o well.. not like i feel any better. juist slpy than ever. =.=
k ba.. gonan go relax for abit.
....mata
-my story differs the ending from there. it's a cycle non stop without moving away from my place-
i don feel like blogging actuallu.. i rrly dont. i couldnt smile. and when i couldnt smile, theres no laughter. theres no laughter. .im not happy.. no happiness.. everything just feels out of bound.
o well. bored anyway.
so blog abit ba.
so pisssed with cotton on company they totally sucks. guess waht. typo staffs actually tell my frens that yea their items are nice. oh u know kikki-k? we are much cheaper than them. wtf?????????????????? my frens were alreyad wanna blurt out that they are from k. friggin shit i tell u. omg. nuts!!
so maddening. so LOW class. wth man.. australian company. runn till so suckly .i rrly thought they are good ones. but guess i was wrong. had a fren used to work with them. hows it? SUCKs. =.= o well. as expected.
...i wonder what smell a person could have. if without perfume, whats my natural body smeel like . interesting question. i wonde rif my family has them too. perhaps i shall sniff them out.
..u know. haiz. perhaps sometimes.. what u couldnt give anymore to anyone, one should just shift the focus and turn away to face others to do it.
its all nothign but lies. but sometimes. u know u cant help it. least the pains get worse. ..
ahh.. watched dl movie. been way too long since i last done that man .but u know. just watch. like.. yea. sit. open eyes watch. just .. yea. diff ways of doing thigns now . all without any smiles on.
lies..should keep me going fo r some times. just perhaps need to find someone and shift everything else onto.
oh movie. yea. .twilight. erm. . how to say.. yea. he said i could relate to it. well he was right. the story is good at portrayingss one's pain n depression . i think she doesnt know how to acat. bella eh. omg. i just disliek the two main characters. duno why soo many girls like that who.. vampire. whatever his name is =.= yea. but uh huh. its like about 100% right on. cept that she didnt know how to cry that actress=.= o well. but yea. din see no tears on her -_- anyway... weird. i guess.. when humans suffers, they do tend to do the same thign huh. thats why even in movies.. u're surprsied to find them playing it. n u coul d be wondering. .did they actuall spied on u? ha. ...o well.
..but i could never go back to who i used to be. i could. but thats all thanks to some acting skills. its. ... so tiring to do that every day. lies.. acts.. all nothing but deceives. especially at work. tch. .today very sianz. gald im workng in mrg with my fren though. so glad. oterhwsie ,would've suffer a bad bad tuesday blue...
not good enough. those are the words. prejudice.. ringing... from the first step. its all along been prejudice. along with colour glasses of views. .tell me. how could that ever changes their mind.....
smiles.. thats a challenge for me everyday. so wish i could have some holidays now. but time aint right. somemore.. ...haiz............. ...... just aint right ba. ...
hate typos now. in sg i guess. though the ones at sydney is ok. well, they have more stuffs there . but. the staffs there also scuks. they aint about customer service. they are all about being a copy cat to other k store. frens were infuriated too. o well. .nvm them ba. i'd only stepped in once. since then, never laio
i dont dare have a good look at my self in the mirror when i couldnt even lift a spirit.
becaos i look like a total stranger to myself. sometimes i thought i was getting to his steps of how to get happier. but then. i strayed away. and i dont seem to understand no more.
so tired. .i wan to slp. i just want rest. n some peace. slp.. away to forget. only time that is truly in peace. (as lnog as i dont dream of work ba =.=)
so tired ne.
haiz. being in the dark spells no fun at all . gloomy . always. sad. duno what else to do . even if u forget. the heart doesnt lie. and u can felt thepain twitching around n around. ouch. memory loss. is perhaps wat one might wish for in this case. just by crossing the lights while its busy with cars , or lightening strike.. perhaps even a robbery to knock ur head out.
oh befor e i forget.
haiz. sad to say. i think im outta my budget for this week liao. haiz................ gotta hang on alreyad ne. no choice =/ i guess too stress. just wanna spend money that sall. next month ba. will save harder. sianz.. 3 wekes to go.. haiz.. =( o well...... waht to do.
this is weird. come to think of it. the frens i usually go to, or contact to, are usuall yfrom overseas. i think so. for local ones, i duno. just so lazy to msg ppl. though misses them heaps. still, ..yea. just scared of what replies i might get from then ba perhaps. always. .afraid of getting hurt. o well.......... but. at least one of them i can count on. no often there. but cheery as always. still.. now. .that didnt affect me anymore. the doors are close. n .. jjust u know. .its hard to find it through again.
to lock away everyting.. aint such a bad thing after all. i gues.
tch. .see. thast why dont feel like blogging. once blog. ., so many heartfelt down boo boo words came out =/ baka desu. o well.. not like i feel any better. juist slpy than ever. =.=
k ba.. gonan go relax for abit.
....mata
-my story differs the ending from there. it's a cycle non stop without moving away from my place-
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